diri ini~

ada orang gemar melakukan kebaikan kerana dia memang ihklas melakukannya... hatinya suka akan kesucian dan membenci segala kekotoran... insan ini melaksanakan ibadah dengan penuh kenikmatan dan ketenangan...
~perkasa benteng iman~

ada orang melakukan kebaikan kerana dia tahu kebaikan itu akan memberi kelebihan kepada dia, walaupun hatinya gemar akan keseronokan dunia... mindanya bekerja keras menghalang hatinya daripada berleluasa... pertempuran sentiasa berlaku dalam jiwa... ilmu menjadi benteng minda paling utuh...
~jihad besar sampai ke akhir~

ada orang gemar melakukan maksiat kerana hati berjaya menguasai minda... ilmu diabaikan dan dunia dibenarkan melayan jasad dan jiwa... namun, masih ada sinar dalam rohani insan ini... ketabahan diperlukan untuk memberi kemenangan kepada minda kembali...
~semua orang ada peluang untuk berubah~

taggyy

taggy by Un @ Jamal....

MY...
1)...Top 5 Most Favourite Foods
-nasi ayam
-bihun, kuew teow sup
-wantan mee sup
-prosperity burger
-subway's sandwiches?

2)...Top 5 Things I Love Doing
-sleep
-reading novel
-sleep
-watching movies
-sleep
*sungguh tidak produktif, saya tau*

3)...5 Things I Love Doing When I'm Mad
-sleep (works most of the time)
-music~~~
-take a bath
-eat
-internet (muvees, blogs)

4)...Top 5 Characteristics of Girl I Adore
-sweet
-independent
-sweet
-calm
-sweet

5)...Things I Wish To Happen
-pass my SAM with 99.95
-my own laptop in front of my eyes
-iPod?
-become a doctor ~ specialist in cardio
-true to myself

6)...Top 5 most addictive song
-dance floor anthem (good charlotte)
-mou sukoshi mou sukoshi (ayumi?)
-i'm yours (jason mraz)
-fall for you (secondhand serenade)
-love story (taylor swift)

taggy:
iqbal~ :)
piQa~ :)

seriously~?

Muntazer al-Zaidi, namamu mungkin akan terabadi di buku2 sejarah dunia (already available at wikipedia) kerana kehebatanmu membaling kasutmu ke arah Bush pada Ahad, 14 Dec '08 (walaupun missed, you are still considered a hero to many)... ini kisah akhir tahun yg akan diperkatakan oleh politikus2 dunia, pakcik2 di warung kopi, makcik2 di kedai kain, dan kanak2 di padang permainan for a very long time... >Individu utama Bumi dihina dengan menarik<

Saad Gumaa, kau kagum ngan muntazeer dan offer anak perempuan kau untuk dikahwinkan (dengan rela) dengan si pembaling kasut yang hebat... betapa kagumnya kau dengan muntazeer sampai kau terfikirkan idea yang bernas itu... anak perempuannya, Amal, pun amat suka dengan idea bernas bapanya, "i'll be marrying a hero"... how romantic... >aku nak belajar baling kasut juga, mana tau dapat offer mana2 pihak yang sudi<...

~dunia semakin menarik~
~muntazeer, you are a very brave person~

p/s: jgn cuba aksi ini di malaysia, takut2 dihantar ke tempat itu...

bookoo

read a cecelia ahern's book entitled "if you could see me now"... at first, after reading the first chapter, i didn't want to continue reading this fantasy-like book... but since i want to kill the time in the long-hour journey to seremban, i kept on reading it... the reading was quite pleasent, eventually... despite some repititive words, the book did give a little joy to the soul and mind of mine... her writing is detailed; you can vividly imagine the scene in your head... i like~

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13th dec '08... ibrahim held a open house... went with chan, acap, baloo, akbar, hatta... had several "discussions" on some topics- interesting topics... made me think about life; present and future.... >no further comment< ... also watched chan's drama.... kawanku ada bakat dan sifat terpendam... HAHA... momel~

>waiting for atonement to finish loading<

another muvee

watched "changeling"... a very good (and a litlle heavy) movie played out by mrs pitt and others... they really played the roles superbly... all the feelings and emotions teramat lah terasa oleh daku (except for some parts, sikit je)... it was about this mama who lost her boy and reported to the police... bad luck for her coz she was dealing with corrupted officers... mainly this movie revolved around these themes; the feeling of lost and conspiracy of the "government"... i felt worried for the mother and developed very deep hatred towards the police organisation... this movie really hit me well (maybe due to the maggi or the late-night environment)... anyway, mantap~~~ rating; 9.5/10...

one of the scene...

p/s: tergelak comel tgk korg je yg on9 and, dan2, off9 serentak (pukul 3.06am)... hehe... tahniah~~? feel happy for u guyz~~~ =D

taggy 3

tagged by miss piqa2... >delayed yg amat, sori<
people i choose:
1.fikri @ bota
2.reefqi @ qari2
3.sabqie @ chan
4.syaukat
5.syakir
6.halim
7.haikal
8.muhaimin

The Questions
1)Do you love number 5?
better ask him on this one… =P

2)Does number 3 have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
hurm,,, dunno... it's complicated…

3)Are you dating anyone on your top?
erk,,, boleh ke?

4)how long have you known 8?
beberapa bulan...

5)where did you meet 7?
at national science challenge, state-level,,, tp time tu juz know him as the dewa-est saser @ budak gempak gile… now, my roomie…

6)have you ever kissed 3?
hurm… chan~~!! ko rasa pernah ke??

7)Have you ever hugged 5? peluk sayang?
>let it be a secret< ~grin~

8)Have you slept over 2’s house?
singgah je, haven't yet slept … no. 1 dah…

9)what happen when you hang out with 6?
jadi apa?? soklan ni nakal...

10)Does 1 make you laugh?
bukan setakat gelak, …..

11)Have you ever talked to 4 on IM?
pernah,,, walaupun dia di biliknya, kkdg saje buzz beliau out of boredom

12)Do you go to school with number 2?
a'ah~ classmates for five years... >and also with no.1 and no.3<

13)Do you know 5’s middle name?
semut?

14)What is the inside joke between you and 4?
hehe,,, "pejal"... no further comments..

15)What do you do when you hang out with 6?
makan… wayang?

16)Would you do anything for 7?
>angguk2<

17)Is 3 one of your best friends?
I’ll kill my fish if say no…

18)What would you change about 1?
x perlu ubah2,,, everyone unique,,, I like…

19)Has 8 ever taught you anything?
cara2 utk jadi matang… haha… vast knowledge, this fella has... :)

20)Does number 6 annoy you?
I think I annoy him more…. Muahahaha…

i tag?
sape2 yg mau... sila2...

movies

somehow, i managed to watch two movies today... maybe because of boredom.... however, these movies have enlightened my day a little bit; meaningful messages and quite superb acting... kudos~~~

1) outsourced

it was about a man (todd) who were sent to india to, more less, help his company to increase the sell over there... he succesfully did that and got to understand the meaning of life along the way (with change-people-life events)... i just could sense the magnificent aura from this film.... i would rate this movie 8.5/10...

2) suzanne's diary for nicholas

came across this movie's title from bidin's blog (courtesy)... have quite a strong plot plus the emotion were heavily felt (the happiness and sadness were potrayed well)... quite annoyed with kate sometimes (wanna smack her on the head and back)... all in all, a not-so-boring movie...
rating, 7.5/10...

>akan mula cari sources for bio human awareness essay< >akan mula rajin dengan buku kimia< >akan mula rajin tolong orang di rumah<>semoga aku tidak tergolong dlm perangai itu<

Dr. Faidzal, maybe~

At last, the attachment has ended… =D … Really an eye opener, this attachment was… The hectic life of doctors (especially the interns @ housemen), the quite depressing environment (Miss~~~, 2008), the unexpected scenarios (patients and senior doctors’ scolding, hard-to-get MCs>maybe, sometimes), so on and so forth…

With all these torturous moments, many asked, “Why would you want to get involve in this kind of life?”…
Me: I can only see myself as a doctor, not in other professions…
Oooo, I do hope this answer still remains when my real-world life arrives, later on… >lalala<

Read an article from The Star on the gruesome life of housemen… Wow, working 36 hours for non stop (these guys are ironmen and ironwomen)… Another smack on the head…
Remember some words from a medical student, “You have to burn the midnight oil sampai habis2” and extended by other “… and tambah lagi minyak and lots of caffeine” … How wonderful…

My inner self: Pejal, you can still back out now… It’s not too late…
My other inner self: Oit fareez, your hobby is sleeping!! Camne nak keje 36 jam straight…
Myself: Hurm, I guess I just need to selamba taram je la kan!?
My other self: HuHu,,, don’t taram2 my dear… instill yourself with the powerful inner aura…
>pejal dah start rambling<

Before I start to get memory loss, let me pour some of the memories into this blog about my last three days at HKL..

Day 3
Changed to general surgery ward… Really got a “welcoming” introduction from an MO… >latihan nak jadi doctor, belajar kawal sakit hati<
Met with Dr. Anand, a very nice doctor, who kindly briefed us about the life in that ward… About the cubicles, life as a doctor (generally), stress in the workplace, death of patients, more and more… Really frankly said~
Saw a minor surgery (leg operation, I guess)… Couldn’t see much, the place was quite crowded and x mau kaco doctors and nurses involved…

Day 4
Still in the same ward… Since Dr Anand was nowhere to be found (cyan dia bz) and we were bored and some doctors kept staring at us, we kaco2 some medical students… Asking them about life as a medical student; study mode, social mode, lovey-dovey mode… HuHu…
Very encouraging comments received from these bro and sis(s)…
Rather than the discouraging remarks, “I’m losing my life, oh wait, I’ve lost it (someone form paediatric, 2008)”, just to name one…

Day 5
For me, this was the most enjoyable one; Forensic Department… Witnessed four autopsies, LIVE!! HuHu,,, At first I thought I’m going to faint or throw out, but I had none of those uncomfortable moments (YEI!!)… One step to become a doctor, maybe; heartless… =P

That night, I watched Bolt with my friends… Really enjoyable and totally a good way to end this hectic week… Rhino, you are my inspiration, =D

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Acknowledgement

The doctors; Dr. Teh, Dr. Anand, Dr. Razuin, Dr. Nurul Hasanah
The kakakz in-charge (unit pascasiswazah) -garang2 baik
The nurses
The medical students
The patients
The driver: LHAS
The navigator: Syafiq
The attachees: Kal_el, Cakir, Chowkey, Meon, Lamka, LHAS, Syafiq, Ecah, Nadiah, Manissa -penyeri kala bosan =P
...and to others yg terlibat langsung atau tidak...

>brightened the attachment< =DD

lalalala

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are aloof, mysterious, and distant. People feel like they really don't know the true you... Yet they're still drawn to you, almost by magnetic force. Underneath it all, you don't even really feel like you know yourself. It's easier to put on a front than really think about your life's purpose. You tend to seem pretentious, but it's just a mechanism you use to push people away.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

hurm...

attachment...

HKL jadi saksi pejal sakit kaki + penat satu badan...
"those medical students are having leg fatigue and hypoglycemic" (dr. teh, 2008) ~sarkastik ulung~
selesai dua hari di wad paediatrik (kk1)...
syakir dan nadiah jadi teman untuk melontarkan teori2 + diagnosis agak intelek...
bermain2 ngan budak kecik yang agak sihat dan sedikit sakit...
x berani kacau yang sakit amat, takut lagi kronik...
thanks to dr. teh for even having us ;tagging @ watching... doktor ini gempak, for me...
also to dr. MO (name unknown, haiya~) for shining our path... supportive in a way...
juga untuk doktor2 lain dan sista dan nurses...
maaf kalau kacau apa... x berniat... :P
budak2 kecik yg riang> live life long... amin...

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2nd day of exhaustion...
someone: mari gi tgk wayang
lain: sokong~
KLCC jadi scene of crime...
twilight jadi medium pelepas stress...
pejal geli-geliman time babak tertentu... jiwang overdose... seriuosly yucky, couldn't stand them...
tp pejal agak suka babak2 tertentu... bebsbol agak menarik (nak juga try someday, kalo ada invention yg boleh membantu)... pejal juga terasa nak terbang...
overall, walaupun ada unsur melarat, stress berjaya di'relieve'... serius terlupa sekejap pagi tadi ada buat attachment... the story needs a little bit of umph to strengthen the story... papehal, cerita ni tetap layan~
~waiting for 'new moon' lak~

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p/s1: anak bukan tempat pelepas stress... anak nak lepas stress kat siapa? isyh2...
p/s2: pelekat "P" putih b'background merah bermaksud "percubaan", bukan "pakar" atau "parking hebat"... kecuali LHAS... tabik spring... also syafiq, navigator ulung...
p/s3: elakkan berjalan di belakang (betul2 belakang) kereta yg diparkir... mesti ada yang mahu keluar parkir... kalo mau juga jalan, sila alert... jgn salahkan driver kalau ter'sentuh badan'...
p/s4: saya macam bukan saya yg dulu... maaf for everything... ini saya... saya pun agak terkesima...