ku x paham diri~

langit tinggi indah,
ku hulur tangan kerdil,
ouh, tak tergapai,
aku sedar aku siapa...

laut biru damai,
ku jejakkan kaki satu,
ouh, dalam nya,
aku sedar aku siapa...

tapi,

kini ku lihat awan di tepi,
berehat senang di kerusi ku,
mungkin ku tak mampu belai awan,
namun, ku mampu berada setaraf...

kini ku lihat laut di keliling ku,
sambil bayu tampar lembut pipiku,
mungkin aku tak mampu selam jauh,
namun, ku mampu menongkah arus hebat...

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aku mungkin tidak mampu untuk jadi sahabat rapat kau,
biarlah aku tidak jadi musuh ketat kau...

aku mungkin tidak mampu menyelesaikan masalah kau,
biarlah aku berada di tepi kau, beri dorongan semata...

aku mungkin tidak sehebat lelaki2 gagah di sana,
biarlah aku di sini, semoga kau bahagia...

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nada melankolik hanyalah nada semata-mata,
yang penting, isi dikuis dan ditatang...

bukan mengharap menjadi berlian dalam serpihan kaca bersepah,
hanya tidak mahu menjadi nila dalam susu sebekas...

--- jika jiwa bergetar tika baca,
anggap tulisan ini hanya angin halus yang singgah seketika ---

it's his fault...

"don't blame others
for your own failure"
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"How can you fail your test?"

"*sigh* my lecturer doesn't know how to teach me properly"
-or, is it ....
"i don't know how to manage my study effectively"
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Does an individual who is always in a state of denial (denying own weaknesses) always succeed in his or her life...?
is it okay to put the fault on others while the real problem is in you...?

imagine you are walking down a road...
while happily and gleefully enjoying your own time, there is a big rock in front of you...
you have two choice...
whether to:
1) think of a way to get through or over or around the rock...
or...
2)wait hopefully for someone to come to the rescue and remove the rock for you...

some may say, "what family and friends for?"

it is okay to get help from others but you must, first, know what is the problem...

don't expect others to explain to you from A-Z...

you must, at least, know the ABC or even "what are alphabets?"...

the more you know, the least you have to depend to others...

but surely, it is hard to totally depend on your will and might...

this is where others come into the picture...

they may help you to understand how to get to the destination...

then, everything is up to you whether you want to go or not...

they cannot force you to go there....

the REAL FORCE is in YOU...

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"You are what you are"

not

"You are what others are"

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sometimes, watching others from below (not literally, mind you!!) is a great opportunity to bring out the best in you... learn from them and try to assimilate their experience into your life...

~what is life without problem~

faith is the mightiest solution... :D

do u care?

"the world does not even bother about you"

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you have a problem...
it is big enough for you think that you have the biggest problem in the world...
but when you observe again your surrounding, the people around you...
surely, yours is nothing compared to them...

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you are stressed out...
thinking about the difficulties you are having...
"oh, why are these only happening to me?" you sighed...
still, there are others who are having the same fate...

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"ARGHH!!! SHIT LA HIDUP NI"
you screamed your lungs out...
claiming the world is not fair...
like the world even care about you...
we are one BIG family on Earth...

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"Dude, you look exhausted... "
"Have a rest, la... "
"Don't force yourself too much"
Surely, there are those who still care about you...
In return, do care about them, too....
The world does not revolve around you alone...

--- Sometimes, silence is a signal of love ---

Let love spread like germs...

erk...

I'm not a fan of football, EPL precisely, but i do know the existance of manchester united and liverpool alike... who are the giants and who is not ... and if i never heard of the club's name, that surely is one lousy club, i daresay...

tonight's result - liverpool 4 - manchester united 1, somehow managed to shocked my head a little bit... i expected a 'rivalry' result- a 1-0 or 2-1 or 0-0 or 1-1, actually, but 4-1 sounds unreasonable to me... manU, dude... not a club to play2 with... even i who didn't watched the match was surprised, left alone to those who watched it... or maybe this was expected by their fans, i do not know....

Ok,,, i don't know why i'm rambling about football... totally not my forte (muhaimin & haikal, 2008)...
>essayS, you really have haywired my mind<

alia> do enjoy the sweet triumph...

kaca mata ku~

duduk di tepian,
perhati orang ramai
perilaku memang pelbagai,
itu lumrah manusia sejagat...

dua orang berpegangan tangan,
mengaku dalam lamunan,
trend agak diterima ramai,
patutlah dunia semakin panas...

dalam masjid duduk di penjuru,
senyap2 zikir penuh khusyuk,
ada pula borak penuh masyuk,
ini dia insan alaf baru...

tasik indah sejuk mata,
syukur nikmat Tuhan yang Esa,
tiba2 nampak semak bergerak,
aduhai rosak mood ilmiah...

hebat sungguh bila berucap,
terpegun, terkesima semua ada,
pabila suruh buat kerja,
1001 alasan jadi jawapan...

bab study memang gila,
buku bertimbun tak nampak awan,
bila suruh mengaji malam sekali,
cari Quran tak jumpa2....

bukan kata diri ni sempurna,
kekadang ada juga yang dibuat,
pemerhatian kaca mata kerdil,
sama2 mandi air jernih...

taggy

Tagged by Syaukat @ Chowkey @ Syou @ Syau…

First name:
Muhammad Faidzal

Name you wish you had:
Faidzal is fine enough, thank you…

What do people normally refer to you:
Pemalu~

Birthday:
Either 30th Ramadhan or 1st Syawal, can’t remember…

Birthplace:
SJMC

Time of birth:
Around Subuh

Single or taken:
Ada sesape dah amek aku?
>xde sape jawab<
I’m single, then~

Zodiac:
Taurus

My appearance:
simple dan bergaya (cough)

How tall are you:
170+ cm

Wish you were taller:
Hurm, ok dah kot…

Eye color :
Dark brown ~ black…

Current hair color:
Still black…

Short or long hair:
Medium, boleh?

Ever dye your hair a bizarre color:
Nope... and never will, kot…

Last time you did something dramatic with you hair:
Nothing dramatic… maintain~

Glasses or contacts:
Glasses

Do you wear make up:
Not yet…

Paint your nails:
Not interested…

Shy or outgoing:
As was said previously, shy~

Sexy or cute:
Momel~

Serious or fun:
More to serious…

A turn on:
Momel-ness…

A turn off:
Seriousness…

This or That

Flowers or chocolates: chocolates (slurp)

Pepsi or coke: pepsi

Rap or rock :rock

Relationship or one night stand: relationship

School or work: school

Love or money: Hurm…
Movie or music: movie

Country or city: I’m not clear on this one…

Sunny or rainy days: Depends…

Friends or family: family

Have you

EverLied: Saya manusia biasa…

Stole something: >fasa memikir<

Smoked: Saya ada asma yang dahulunya kronik…

1. What is the relationship of you and him (si pen’tag’?)?
Friends

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.
i) Gila
ii) Baik hati
iii) Kasih sayang
iv) Lawak tersendiri
v) Pure frankness

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.
biarlah rahsia…

4.The most memorable things he/she have said to you?
biarlah rahsia juga…

5. If he/she become your lover, you will..
Astaghfirullah…

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will..
Biarkan dia main jauh2…

7. If he/she become your lover, he has to improve on his/her....
Astaghfirullah

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is..
i drove him up the wall and ceiling...

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
>sinister laugh<

10. The overall impression of him/her is..
teramatlah pelik, on the same time, teramatlah baik…
untung siapa dapat dia… (chowkey, aku tgh naikkan saham anda)

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
not from Earth…

12. The character of you for yourself is?
Momel~!! >loud cough<13.

On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
laziness is a gift, sometimes…

>I quite don’t understand ques. 11-13, sorry<

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
Lalalalalalalala…

15. For the people who likes you, say something about them?
Serius aku terharu!!!
Mari, aku nk cium pipi skit…

~~~ I refuse to tag ppl~~~
.......lalalala........

ThE eNd~

life again~

seekor zebra bergaduh dengan seekor zebra yang lain...
gaduh dengan penuh hebat,
sampai darah-darah di muka dan anggota-anggota yang lain...

dari jauh, singa tergelak...
dengan penuh sempoi, tunggu dan lihat kedua-dua ekor zebra bergaduh...
lepas ni boleh makan dua-dua...
dua-dua dah penat, cedera dan pasti tiada kudrat nak lari...
bunuh kedua-duanya dengan satu libasan sudah memadai...

zebra-zebra lain?
buat dek dan tiada emosi...
dua-dua ekor zebra itu bukan masalah mereka...
tidak mahu masuk campur, takut kena cap "jaga tepi kain orang (atau zebra)"...

jangan kata singa itu kejam kalau zebra itu tidak mahu bersatu...

live your life~

there are those who succeed due to others' weaknesses...
hoping for others to crumble before he can climb the ladder of success...

there are those who succeed because they are strong...
relying fully on their capabilities to achieved the very best...

have you heard that "the world is only for the fittest"?

the world is for those who want to live, expecting nothing from life except the real meaning of it...

He has shown you the way, it is up to you whether to follow the path or not...
everything is all about making decision...
you choose to succeed if you want to, making all the effort for it...
you choose to fail if you let go of opportunity, hoping for it to knock your door twice...

seriously, is life righteously yours?

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