Blue Mountain

On Wednesday,

Nasriq, Lokey & I went to the Blue Mountain for the second time since x buat apa sangat during the first visit.

Specifically, we went to Echo Point and Scenic World.

Bertolak dari Macarthur station menuju ke Katoomba station, a 3ish-hour ride.

Atas train bajet nak baca nota.

Lepas sejam lebih, straight sumbat nota balik dalam beg and enjoy the scenery outside.

Sejam before sampai, makan self-cooked nasi goreng for breakfast.

Then, sampai2 je, had a brief photography at Kingsford Smith Memorial Park's entrance kat atas.

Pastu, beli Subway (the usual one-foot Seafood Sensation) utk bekal lunch nanti.

Tunggu bas 686 kat depan Carlington Hotel.

Dan menuju Echo Point.

Echo Point

Basically, there is a look out for the Three Sisters (three giant rock/hill/wuteva side by side)

And I still wonder why I suddenly like to take pictures of rocks. hurm

Anyway, the highlights of the journey is the Three Sister Walk.

There is a pathways to the Three Sisters' back/side to get a clearer view of the humongous rock.

And to make things more adventurous, we tried the Giant Stairways which is long ride down/up.

There are 800+ steps. Steep and not uniform steps. After only descended 300 steps, I gave up. Nak asthma dada ni. Lepas sampai kat atas, jantung mcm kena sawan, gila laju berdetak. Tengok Nasriq, sama pancit cam aku. tengok Lokman, cool je maintain muka hanya berpeluh tanpa termengah2.

Scenic World

We took a 686 bus again, now to Scenic World.

The main attractions are the cable cars ride and the tour down below after taking the Scenic Railway/ Scenic Cableway.

Kitorang naik Scenic Railway dulu. It is a two way ride with sceneries of the nearby wonders (mountains, waterfall, etc). kat tengah2 ada cermin boleh see through ke bawah.

Pastu turun bawah nak gi pathways guna Scenic Railway. Sampai bawah, pusing2 the pathway & gi tgk waterfall yang more like dribbling rather than 'fall'. Tak hujan sangat kot.

Time the self-tour, kitorang solat and lunch with Subways yang beli before this.

Then balik naik atas guna Scenic Cableway.

Naik bas 696 balik ke bandar.

Sampai sana, pergi balik kat Kingsford Smith Memorial Park.

Ada jumpa taman kat bawah tu.

OMG, lawa.

Selamat Nasriq ngan Lokey paksa turun.

Sejam habis tangkap gambar.

Gambar kat FB Nasriq lagi lah mantap.

Very the picturesque.

Habis dah.

Pastu balik.

*Gila rojak bahasa. =.=

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Have you ever felt that tingling feeling in your heart;

where you want to cry but you can't even shed a tear?

where you want to scream but no voice come out?

Your heart feels empty,

But somehow it is filled with negativity.

Your mind feels like running,

But away from the light, towards nothingness.

You feel anger.

You feel frustrated.

You are unable to decipher your own feeling.

You are unable to understand your own self.

Every kind words from others,

You reply harshly.

Every jokes uttered,

You take it very seriously.

Every cloud passing by,

You can only expect rain to pour down instantly.

Your mouth is sealed.

Your emotions are waiting to erupt...

*I can only ask for your patience. But, I'll never expect you to sustain it that long.

Channel your emotion to me, I'm ready.

Or, if I'm MIA, to God you should talk to. 24/7 wireless service everywhere, anywhere.

of Easter holiday

I'm officially on Easter holiday.

Pejal: Mana buku dan nota2 ni.

*cari2**letak buku & nota atas meja**baca*

Pejal: Haisyh, apa ke benda "calvaria" nih.

*search wikipedia**baca**perasan ada fb notification**stuck with FB for hours*

Pejal: Astaghfirullah.

*geleng2 kepala**baca nota balik*

Pejal: Apa benda lak "branches of trigeminal nerve" ni?

*search wikipedia**dlm hati: ooooo, more notification**

few more hours wasted*

Pejal: Ya Rabbi

*baca nota**menguap**tido*

And this is what we call as holiday's life cycle. Insert solat, eating, personal moments wherever appropriate.

-Yes, I rely on wiki too much. Can't imagine how my sisters studied their stuffs without it

-And yes, I'm easily distracted. *sambil scroll through FB and tumblr*

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Tadi gi Bondi Beach.

Dengan harapan nak tengok sunrise.

Ada la sunrise, tapi tercover dengan bukit.

Must search for sunrise watch place yang kuar dari laut *not 'kuar dari laut' literally*

You know, like this:

http://www.disassociated.com/2009/02/12/photo-sunrise-at-sydneys-coogee-beach/

Must go to coogee beach after this to have a pic of this panorama

*acece pejal, kat malaysia takde la ghairah nak cari sunrise pelbagai*

well, I *we* do tend to appreciate things at other places besides your own.

Lagipun, kat Malaysia, selalunya bangun2, matahari dah nak terbenam.

Camne nk tgk sunrise kan? *pfft*

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And one more thing to do during this holiday.

Easter Show!

Nah~ never been to one before.

Dunno much what to expect.

What I know, they have rides and stuffs.

and also exhibition sepert arnab, kuda dan byk lagi.

and, I really dunno anything else about it.

Need to go to know la kan?

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Saya nak amek hati awak, cantum dengan hati saya.

Tapi itu macam mencuri.

Kalau macam tu,

Biar awak amek hati saya.

Saya rela.

*mushy much? Deal with it. :P

Reefqi fly.

Message rasmi kepada dewi agung.

"Ya ReeFQi~~~!!!

Sorry that none of us three can't send you off to land of matahari terbit (despite Australia lagi cepat from Japan).

You, without fail, sent us off despite the weird timings (mine was when you had exam/test in several days) . And we really appreciate that. We can only send our prayer and thought for you, hoping for the very best for your journey to and throughout your time in Japan.

And nasihat rasmi aku kepada sesiapa yang naik kapal terbang; Jangan try nak goda mana2 pramugara/pramugari. Jangan ngada2 nak menggedik ngan laki/pompuan seat sebelah ko (unless he/she is ur hubby/wife). Jangan berdengkur kuat sangat, ada ramai lagi passenger kat dalam plane tu (nasihat random tambahan)

Anyway. Seriously. Play safe....with all the robotic equipment. Bahaya kot benda2 elektrik nih.

Salam"

negatif atau manusia?

sedih kan?

kalau asyik disalah erti.

geram kan?

kalau asyik dipandang tepi.

marah kan?

kalau asyik diracun hati.

kala sedih menjengah,

mahu sahaja biar tangisan berpanjangan.

kala geram meresap,

mahu sahaja biar suara tinggi bergetar.

kala marah merasuk,

mahu sahaja biar penumbuk bertemu muka.

tapi aku tahu,

tangisan lama bukan pengubat hiba.

tapi aku tahu,

jeritan menggila bukan penawar celaru.

tapi aku tahu,

membalas ganas bukan mereda hati yang panas.

ku salurkan tangisan ku pada Yang Pemurah.

ku lamakan kata2 ku pada Yang Mendengar.

ku abdikan diri ku pada Yang Esa.

seusai tidur.

ku cari teman.

lepaskan yang terbuku di jiwa.

ku kongsikan.

seusai cerita.

ku mampirkan diri ke alam.

mencari ketenangan.

dengan lukisan Dia.

seusai puas perhati.

ku cari diri dalam diri.

jangan biar diri puas ratapi.

kesedihan yang lama pergi.

tapi, aku tetap aku.

masih merasa semula perasaan itu.

aku manusia.

akur akan asli diri ku.

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kawal lah insan, akan diri itu.

perasaan itu akan tetap hadir.

tapi kau akan pilih:

-biar perasaan merobek jiwa, atau

-salurkan perasaan pada alam yang luas

only He knows.

hurm.

I feel plainly nothing throughout the previous 4.5 days (monday to mid friday)

Out of sudden, this 'kacau bilau' moment seeps in, very deeply.

Tetibe rasa beban.

What make it worse, i can't really understand the gravity of the situation.

The weird feeling is just there.

Petanda kena start study nih.