...

"ko ingat ko berjaya sebab ko hebat?"
"Allah yang gasi semua tu, ko ingat tu"

>silent mode for a moment<

-read the two lines from a blog-

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"aku x kisah dia buat camtu kat aku,
aku paham dia x bermaksud"

how a friend sometimes ignore his own feelings just to satisfy your own...

hurm~

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i declare myself lost~

...and don't want to be found for a while

today~

lesson learnt: don't assume others will react the same way as you do~
our assumed little cute prank can be seen as an insult to others...
only do to those who know you well...
>well, everyone is different, cannot blame that<

even though sometimes we do things involuntary (reflex, perhaps),
it will never be a concrete reason if we accidentally do without realising it...
it just portrays the real you...

self-restraint mode, i guess...

>missing the buddies already, cepatlah 1 ogos<

owh, 28-30 july is our BIO moment...
test, practical and maybe, write-up...

~Feeling homesick out of a sudden~

of sunway and SAM...

it is not good for digestion to have...
-pop corn for lunch and,
-something unknown to your body for dinner...

=.= thank God my tummy is tough enough~

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second interview; so-so...
phy + math test; (@.@)

focusing on bio~

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not all will happen the way we want them to happen...
it just happens...

Peace

sometimes, teenage life is not as easy as one thinks...
sometimes, this phase is forcing you too much...
sometimes, you just don't understand what life is...

thanks God,
for giving me a family to rely on...
for giving me friends to count on...
for giving me the chance to live on...

You give me bitterness,
for me to appreciate the taste of sweetness...

You give me hardships,
for me to persevere to the very end...

You give me short period of darkness,
for me to search for the everlasting light...

Showing and guiding is better than giving~
He knows what's the best for us...

mini-synopsis

cinta kau dan aku:

"kalau herdikan itu datang dari dia yang amat disayangi,

amat terkesan lah kata-kata itu dalam hati dan jiwa"

manikam kalbu:

"pakaian bukan sekadar menutupi apa yang perlu,

tapi juga untuk memberi identiti yang patut"

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ok2, too much novels....

nanti aku gasi mini-sinopsis tentang fizik, matematik dan biologi pula, kay~?

klcc

babe,
thanx for this...


and this...


still x abeh ma... :P

thoughts

when someone ask me about my opinion on the PPSMI's change of policy, this is what i think...
this is something that a government should thoroughly think about before making any decision...
this should be applied to all policies...
imagine, millions "ka-ching2" @ $$ have been poured and showered for the sake of the PPSMI-textboooks, laptops, seminars, yada2 & etc2, and suddenly you want to change it back to the BM... why even bother to change it in the first place... speaking of "berjimat-cermat", sigh~ now, millions more needed for the reversal...

and now, some say that we were the guinea pigs or the lab white mice for the PPSMI...
Frankly speaking, i don't mind being one... well, for me lah~
Not having difficulties to understand P&P in english sure gave me a breeze moment in classes and it helps me in college as well... (no need to mind-translate everything)
"er, apa pengamiran dalam English, eh?"
imagine needing to do that every hour in classes...

but, how about those who are having hard times understanding P&P in English?
how do they cope with this PPSMI?
maybe the government revert the policy due to this major problem...
maybe (5x), it's not the time yet for the PPSMI....
need to ensure , first, that all students can at least understand what is happening during the P&P in English...
then, PPSMI can be implemented properly... (will they even think about establishing PPSMI back?)

anyway, why did Tun Mahathir propose this idea?
refer to this...
he had quite strong reasons for it...
and he had shown that his ideas are always fruitful...
well, enough said...

~wishing well for the Malaysian education system~

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can't wait for harry potter...

owh, next week got ESL internal assessment... brilliant~!!
ok, let say them out loud,
"assuming adult responsibility will not turn Flurry into an adult overnight" and,
"DON'T step on the butterfly"...

4 july '09

went to sdar open day...

arrived at kl central around 9.15 am, met bota and get ready to go to pasar seni..
met cola, kepeng and syahiran along the way...
together we went to pasar seni and took a bus to seremban (terminal one, to be precised)...

chan fetched us and hatta (tambun is already with chan) and the journey to sdar began...

met up with teachers and sdarians...
seriously, my memory is deteriorating; couldn't remember my juniors' names =.="
segan kot.. :P
anyway, i love the conversations with the teachers...
glad to know that they are in a good state of health...
afterall, their happinesses are my happiness as well...
*the same goes for my family*

around 5.00pm, returned back to kl by bus...
had dinner with bota at kl central and headed back to casa...

i am exhausted yet satisfied with today's activities...

"u r happy when ur happiness is shared with those who care"
thanx for the day...

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we can never predict the future...
but we can always anticipate it...

care while still last~

sometimes we tend to ignore those who care for us,
when they are still by our sides...

but, when they are far from us,
then, we really appreciate their presences before...

crying to God,
"Oh please return him/her to me,
let me have my last chance with him/her,
let me show him/her my upmost gratitude towards him/her"

by then, your time has ended...

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by this time, i just finished my interview...