Wednesday, August 18, 2010

karut

I am reading anatomy in the middle of the night, trying to understand blood supply to the heart.
This is my life until WEEK 15 arrives.
This little headache after long-hour (yeah right) study needs to be relieved with a little melody from youtube.
after listening + watching the video clip of 'love the way you lie', I let my 'thinking-about-life' part of the brain works a bit.

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Kalau kasih sayang begitu menebal,
sampai benci hanya lah sementara,
begitu membara marah,
hanya satu kucupan sayang,
leyap kisah hitam,
terbit memori indah,
ini cinta gila.

kesakitan penawar marah,

kesakitan penawar kebencian,

kesakitan menjadi ubat kepada cinta yang pudar.

bukan kah cinta itu pewarna warni hidup?
bukan menghitam kaburkan minda yang sudah tersedia jumud?

biarlah aku cuba memahami erti cinta ini.
tanpa erti.
tanpa hati.
tiada makna diri.
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karutan itu seronok, bukan?
memberi kusutan pada yang membaca =P

yes, coronary artery. I haven't forgotten you. I shall return to you in a bit.

Saturday, August 14, 2010

aku dan dia.

dalam gelap ku senangi,
bermain hayati indah sendiri,

for these wall around me that I've built,
they are so strong and very thick,

dinding2 itu semakin tebal ku bina,
pisah kan daku dari semua,

but one man try to break in,
carving his way through patiently,

aku hanya mampu duduk seorang menanti,
dengan kerisauan tersebar dalam diri,

what is this man doing?
doesn't he know alone is what I need?

dapat ku dengar sayup2 gelak tawa,
perkara yang sudah lama ku lupa,

for long that man is still trying,
i hope he will never succeed,

sedikit demi sedikit dinding ku semakin rapuh,
biasan cahaya semakin menerpa mata ku,

he, feeling triumphant, has torn down those walls,
extends his hands to me, who still feel raw,

"mari menuju cahaya di luar sana,
aku di sini untuk teman kau hayatinya"

what is happening right now is just too surreal,
a man too sincere to bring me out of here,

perlahan2 aku berdiri dan mulakan langkah pertama,
sambil tangan di mata, tahan cahaya dari menerkam mata,

it is not that bad as i initially thought,
the warmth, the happiness, everything that can never be bought,

aku pandang dia penuh pertanyaan,
"mengapa susah payah hulurkan tangan?"

he keep silent, with a smile carved on his face,
"no absolute reason, just to bring you to this place"

dalam senyap aku masih perhati,
cuba rungkai kan serabut dalam hati,

he added "i was once like you,
full of misery and full of issues,
tapi ada insan yang sudi membantu,
keluarkan aku dari risau dan buntu,
from that moment i made a vow,
to help others, regardless of who they are"

mulai saat itu, aku mula sedar,
segala gelap dan sedih boleh sahaja pudar,

and there are still people who still have heart,
saving the world from tearing apart,

sedikit demi sedikit aku ukirkan senyuman,
minda ku bebas, terangkat sudah bebanan,

simply, a simple gesture of love makes the world go round~
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buat sahabat, terima kasih kerana bawa aku keluar dari kepompong.
aku, kini, mungkin bukan rama2 seperti yg lain,
tapi aku sudah mula boleh menghayati hidup,
kurang sesalan, kurang gusar, kurang kesedihan.
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tumblr fun utk quotation. :P

Sunday, August 8, 2010

pandangan.

dalam dia nyaman memerhati malam.
orang di sana senang bermandi cahaya matahari.

mungkin berbeza suasana,
tetapi perasaan mereka tetap sama;
syukur akan alam yang nyata.

hargailah apa yang sudah terbentang di depan mata.

perlukah gunung terbelah dua?
atau batu terbang di angkasa?
untuk kau menyelami keindahan oleh Maha Kuasa?

contemplate, even about the slightest creation.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

hurm.

hati tersentuh memikirkan,
apabila haiwan lebih 'memahami' erti 'peri kemanusiaan'.

terlalukan songsangkah pemikiran kita,
untuk menilai baik dan buruk?
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Ramadhan is just around the corner.
Am I ready?
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I have 15 weeks to doodle around for this semester.
4 weeks down, 11 more to go.
now, I can't wait to board that plane to Malaysia.
before that,
say Hi to:
-OSCE,
-4 final papers,
-1 anatomy spot test &
-3 EBM assignments.

those are something you really can wait.
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apabila hati kosong,
kau ada dua pilihan:
a)isikan dengan kesucian
b)celakakan dengan kekotoran.

option b sounds more tempting?
it's totally ur choice.

Sunday, August 1, 2010

SoL, Karate Kid.

Sound of Light last week at Acer Arena.
There were Raihan, Maher Zain and some more.
The two were awesome, greatness be to Allah.
Pandai letak Raihan last2. Great ending. *Sape x suka percussion berentak2 smart kan?*
Maher Zain, just try listening to his songs. InsyaAllah you will love them. :)

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baru tgk Karate Kid;
"life will knock us down, but we can choose, whether or not, to get back up." kata encik jackie chan kepada anak will smith
apa yg best, part lawan2.
seronok tgk budak2 kecik terbang, tendang2, muka bajet ganas. <== i'm not for violence, i'm for techniques and strategies.
and typical conclusion; be strong and don't be afraid of what is up against you.
and it's not all about winning (well, most of time, it is), it's mainly about how you play the game.
*enough babbling*

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orang ckp tumblr macam fun?