karut

I am reading anatomy in the middle of the night, trying to understand blood supply to the heart.

This is my life until WEEK 15 arrives.

This little headache after long-hour (yeah right) study needs to be relieved with a little melody from youtube.

after listening + watching the video clip of 'love the way you lie', I let my 'thinking-about-life' part of the brain works a bit.

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Kalau kasih sayang begitu menebal,

sampai benci hanya lah sementara,

begitu membara marah,

hanya satu kucupan sayang,

leyap kisah hitam,

terbit memori indah,

ini cinta gila.

kesakitan penawar marah,

kesakitan penawar kebencian,

kesakitan menjadi ubat kepada cinta yang pudar.

bukan kah cinta itu pewarna warni hidup?

bukan menghitam kaburkan minda yang sudah tersedia jumud?

biarlah aku cuba memahami erti cinta ini.

tanpa erti.

tanpa hati.

tiada makna diri.

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karutan itu seronok, bukan?

memberi kusutan pada yang membaca =P

yes, coronary artery. I haven't forgotten you. I shall return to you in a bit.