diri ini~

ada orang gemar melakukan kebaikan kerana dia memang ihklas melakukannya... hatinya suka akan kesucian dan membenci segala kekotoran... insan ini melaksanakan ibadah dengan penuh kenikmatan dan ketenangan...
~perkasa benteng iman~

ada orang melakukan kebaikan kerana dia tahu kebaikan itu akan memberi kelebihan kepada dia, walaupun hatinya gemar akan keseronokan dunia... mindanya bekerja keras menghalang hatinya daripada berleluasa... pertempuran sentiasa berlaku dalam jiwa... ilmu menjadi benteng minda paling utuh...
~jihad besar sampai ke akhir~

ada orang gemar melakukan maksiat kerana hati berjaya menguasai minda... ilmu diabaikan dan dunia dibenarkan melayan jasad dan jiwa... namun, masih ada sinar dalam rohani insan ini... ketabahan diperlukan untuk memberi kemenangan kepada minda kembali...
~semua orang ada peluang untuk berubah~

taggyy

taggy by Un @ Jamal....

MY...
1)...Top 5 Most Favourite Foods
-nasi ayam
-bihun, kuew teow sup
-wantan mee sup
-prosperity burger
-subway's sandwiches?

2)...Top 5 Things I Love Doing
-sleep
-reading novel
-sleep
-watching movies
-sleep
*sungguh tidak produktif, saya tau*

3)...5 Things I Love Doing When I'm Mad
-sleep (works most of the time)
-music~~~
-take a bath
-eat
-internet (muvees, blogs)

4)...Top 5 Characteristics of Girl I Adore
-sweet
-independent
-sweet
-calm
-sweet

5)...Things I Wish To Happen
-pass my SAM with 99.95
-my own laptop in front of my eyes
-iPod?
-become a doctor ~ specialist in cardio
-true to myself

6)...Top 5 most addictive song
-dance floor anthem (good charlotte)
-mou sukoshi mou sukoshi (ayumi?)
-i'm yours (jason mraz)
-fall for you (secondhand serenade)
-love story (taylor swift)

taggy:
iqbal~ :)
piQa~ :)

seriously~?

Muntazer al-Zaidi, namamu mungkin akan terabadi di buku2 sejarah dunia (already available at wikipedia) kerana kehebatanmu membaling kasutmu ke arah Bush pada Ahad, 14 Dec '08 (walaupun missed, you are still considered a hero to many)... ini kisah akhir tahun yg akan diperkatakan oleh politikus2 dunia, pakcik2 di warung kopi, makcik2 di kedai kain, dan kanak2 di padang permainan for a very long time... >Individu utama Bumi dihina dengan menarik<

Saad Gumaa, kau kagum ngan muntazeer dan offer anak perempuan kau untuk dikahwinkan (dengan rela) dengan si pembaling kasut yang hebat... betapa kagumnya kau dengan muntazeer sampai kau terfikirkan idea yang bernas itu... anak perempuannya, Amal, pun amat suka dengan idea bernas bapanya, "i'll be marrying a hero"... how romantic... >aku nak belajar baling kasut juga, mana tau dapat offer mana2 pihak yang sudi<...

~dunia semakin menarik~
~muntazeer, you are a very brave person~

p/s: jgn cuba aksi ini di malaysia, takut2 dihantar ke tempat itu...

bookoo

read a cecelia ahern's book entitled "if you could see me now"... at first, after reading the first chapter, i didn't want to continue reading this fantasy-like book... but since i want to kill the time in the long-hour journey to seremban, i kept on reading it... the reading was quite pleasent, eventually... despite some repititive words, the book did give a little joy to the soul and mind of mine... her writing is detailed; you can vividly imagine the scene in your head... i like~

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13th dec '08... ibrahim held a open house... went with chan, acap, baloo, akbar, hatta... had several "discussions" on some topics- interesting topics... made me think about life; present and future.... >no further comment< ... also watched chan's drama.... kawanku ada bakat dan sifat terpendam... HAHA... momel~

>waiting for atonement to finish loading<

another muvee

watched "changeling"... a very good (and a litlle heavy) movie played out by mrs pitt and others... they really played the roles superbly... all the feelings and emotions teramat lah terasa oleh daku (except for some parts, sikit je)... it was about this mama who lost her boy and reported to the police... bad luck for her coz she was dealing with corrupted officers... mainly this movie revolved around these themes; the feeling of lost and conspiracy of the "government"... i felt worried for the mother and developed very deep hatred towards the police organisation... this movie really hit me well (maybe due to the maggi or the late-night environment)... anyway, mantap~~~ rating; 9.5/10...

one of the scene...

p/s: tergelak comel tgk korg je yg on9 and, dan2, off9 serentak (pukul 3.06am)... hehe... tahniah~~? feel happy for u guyz~~~ =D

taggy 3

tagged by miss piqa2... >delayed yg amat, sori<
people i choose:
1.fikri @ bota
2.reefqi @ qari2
3.sabqie @ chan
4.syaukat
5.syakir
6.halim
7.haikal
8.muhaimin

The Questions
1)Do you love number 5?
better ask him on this one… =P

2)Does number 3 have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
hurm,,, dunno... it's complicated…

3)Are you dating anyone on your top?
erk,,, boleh ke?

4)how long have you known 8?
beberapa bulan...

5)where did you meet 7?
at national science challenge, state-level,,, tp time tu juz know him as the dewa-est saser @ budak gempak gile… now, my roomie…

6)have you ever kissed 3?
hurm… chan~~!! ko rasa pernah ke??

7)Have you ever hugged 5? peluk sayang?
>let it be a secret< ~grin~

8)Have you slept over 2’s house?
singgah je, haven't yet slept … no. 1 dah…

9)what happen when you hang out with 6?
jadi apa?? soklan ni nakal...

10)Does 1 make you laugh?
bukan setakat gelak, …..

11)Have you ever talked to 4 on IM?
pernah,,, walaupun dia di biliknya, kkdg saje buzz beliau out of boredom

12)Do you go to school with number 2?
a'ah~ classmates for five years... >and also with no.1 and no.3<

13)Do you know 5’s middle name?
semut?

14)What is the inside joke between you and 4?
hehe,,, "pejal"... no further comments..

15)What do you do when you hang out with 6?
makan… wayang?

16)Would you do anything for 7?
>angguk2<

17)Is 3 one of your best friends?
I’ll kill my fish if say no…

18)What would you change about 1?
x perlu ubah2,,, everyone unique,,, I like…

19)Has 8 ever taught you anything?
cara2 utk jadi matang… haha… vast knowledge, this fella has... :)

20)Does number 6 annoy you?
I think I annoy him more…. Muahahaha…

i tag?
sape2 yg mau... sila2...

movies

somehow, i managed to watch two movies today... maybe because of boredom.... however, these movies have enlightened my day a little bit; meaningful messages and quite superb acting... kudos~~~

1) outsourced

it was about a man (todd) who were sent to india to, more less, help his company to increase the sell over there... he succesfully did that and got to understand the meaning of life along the way (with change-people-life events)... i just could sense the magnificent aura from this film.... i would rate this movie 8.5/10...

2) suzanne's diary for nicholas

came across this movie's title from bidin's blog (courtesy)... have quite a strong plot plus the emotion were heavily felt (the happiness and sadness were potrayed well)... quite annoyed with kate sometimes (wanna smack her on the head and back)... all in all, a not-so-boring movie...
rating, 7.5/10...

>akan mula cari sources for bio human awareness essay< >akan mula rajin dengan buku kimia< >akan mula rajin tolong orang di rumah<>semoga aku tidak tergolong dlm perangai itu<

Dr. Faidzal, maybe~

At last, the attachment has ended… =D … Really an eye opener, this attachment was… The hectic life of doctors (especially the interns @ housemen), the quite depressing environment (Miss~~~, 2008), the unexpected scenarios (patients and senior doctors’ scolding, hard-to-get MCs>maybe, sometimes), so on and so forth…

With all these torturous moments, many asked, “Why would you want to get involve in this kind of life?”…
Me: I can only see myself as a doctor, not in other professions…
Oooo, I do hope this answer still remains when my real-world life arrives, later on… >lalala<

Read an article from The Star on the gruesome life of housemen… Wow, working 36 hours for non stop (these guys are ironmen and ironwomen)… Another smack on the head…
Remember some words from a medical student, “You have to burn the midnight oil sampai habis2” and extended by other “… and tambah lagi minyak and lots of caffeine” … How wonderful…

My inner self: Pejal, you can still back out now… It’s not too late…
My other inner self: Oit fareez, your hobby is sleeping!! Camne nak keje 36 jam straight…
Myself: Hurm, I guess I just need to selamba taram je la kan!?
My other self: HuHu,,, don’t taram2 my dear… instill yourself with the powerful inner aura…
>pejal dah start rambling<

Before I start to get memory loss, let me pour some of the memories into this blog about my last three days at HKL..

Day 3
Changed to general surgery ward… Really got a “welcoming” introduction from an MO… >latihan nak jadi doctor, belajar kawal sakit hati<
Met with Dr. Anand, a very nice doctor, who kindly briefed us about the life in that ward… About the cubicles, life as a doctor (generally), stress in the workplace, death of patients, more and more… Really frankly said~
Saw a minor surgery (leg operation, I guess)… Couldn’t see much, the place was quite crowded and x mau kaco doctors and nurses involved…

Day 4
Still in the same ward… Since Dr Anand was nowhere to be found (cyan dia bz) and we were bored and some doctors kept staring at us, we kaco2 some medical students… Asking them about life as a medical student; study mode, social mode, lovey-dovey mode… HuHu…
Very encouraging comments received from these bro and sis(s)…
Rather than the discouraging remarks, “I’m losing my life, oh wait, I’ve lost it (someone form paediatric, 2008)”, just to name one…

Day 5
For me, this was the most enjoyable one; Forensic Department… Witnessed four autopsies, LIVE!! HuHu,,, At first I thought I’m going to faint or throw out, but I had none of those uncomfortable moments (YEI!!)… One step to become a doctor, maybe; heartless… =P

That night, I watched Bolt with my friends… Really enjoyable and totally a good way to end this hectic week… Rhino, you are my inspiration, =D

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Acknowledgement

The doctors; Dr. Teh, Dr. Anand, Dr. Razuin, Dr. Nurul Hasanah
The kakakz in-charge (unit pascasiswazah) -garang2 baik
The nurses
The medical students
The patients
The driver: LHAS
The navigator: Syafiq
The attachees: Kal_el, Cakir, Chowkey, Meon, Lamka, LHAS, Syafiq, Ecah, Nadiah, Manissa -penyeri kala bosan =P
...and to others yg terlibat langsung atau tidak...

>brightened the attachment< =DD

lalalala

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are aloof, mysterious, and distant. People feel like they really don't know the true you... Yet they're still drawn to you, almost by magnetic force. Underneath it all, you don't even really feel like you know yourself. It's easier to put on a front than really think about your life's purpose. You tend to seem pretentious, but it's just a mechanism you use to push people away.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

hurm...

attachment...

HKL jadi saksi pejal sakit kaki + penat satu badan...
"those medical students are having leg fatigue and hypoglycemic" (dr. teh, 2008) ~sarkastik ulung~
selesai dua hari di wad paediatrik (kk1)...
syakir dan nadiah jadi teman untuk melontarkan teori2 + diagnosis agak intelek...
bermain2 ngan budak kecik yang agak sihat dan sedikit sakit...
x berani kacau yang sakit amat, takut lagi kronik...
thanks to dr. teh for even having us ;tagging @ watching... doktor ini gempak, for me...
also to dr. MO (name unknown, haiya~) for shining our path... supportive in a way...
juga untuk doktor2 lain dan sista dan nurses...
maaf kalau kacau apa... x berniat... :P
budak2 kecik yg riang> live life long... amin...

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2nd day of exhaustion...
someone: mari gi tgk wayang
lain: sokong~
KLCC jadi scene of crime...
twilight jadi medium pelepas stress...
pejal geli-geliman time babak tertentu... jiwang overdose... seriuosly yucky, couldn't stand them...
tp pejal agak suka babak2 tertentu... bebsbol agak menarik (nak juga try someday, kalo ada invention yg boleh membantu)... pejal juga terasa nak terbang...
overall, walaupun ada unsur melarat, stress berjaya di'relieve'... serius terlupa sekejap pagi tadi ada buat attachment... the story needs a little bit of umph to strengthen the story... papehal, cerita ni tetap layan~
~waiting for 'new moon' lak~

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p/s1: anak bukan tempat pelepas stress... anak nak lepas stress kat siapa? isyh2...
p/s2: pelekat "P" putih b'background merah bermaksud "percubaan", bukan "pakar" atau "parking hebat"... kecuali LHAS... tabik spring... also syafiq, navigator ulung...
p/s3: elakkan berjalan di belakang (betul2 belakang) kereta yg diparkir... mesti ada yang mahu keluar parkir... kalo mau juga jalan, sila alert... jgn salahkan driver kalau ter'sentuh badan'...
p/s4: saya macam bukan saya yg dulu... maaf for everything... ini saya... saya pun agak terkesima...

tagged~

di kala masuk air, adik "alice" tag diriku... =P
sebagai abg yg baik, mesti la buat...

tag bermula:

1) do you think u're hot?
i'm not hot..
i'm not cool..
i'm suam... ~~~


2) upload a favourite picture of you

>x semestinya tunjuk muka kan?<

biru-kal_el

hijau-fareez

pink-halim

(the three power rangers)

3) why do you like that picture?

hurm... why, eh? maybe bcoz of my cute hand, kot? :P

4) when was the last time you ate pizza?

hurm, can't remember-lar...

ha! dah teringat... makan ngan chan + halim at pizza hut KLCC...

5) the last song you listened to?

"tentang kita" by peterpan... reminisce the "event"... sobsob...

6)what are you doing right now besides this?

layan a talkative anak sedara yg tgh main car race kat komputer old-skul di sebelahku...

"paksu, nape keta lain laju"

"paksu, ada kereta api bawah terowong"

paksu: >angguk2<>

7) what are the names you prefer beside yours?

fareez... but for yg rapat je la...

otherwise, faidzal is fine enough...

people i choose?

>malas nak tag people< =.=

(pic courtesy of miss suga2)

approaching normality?

what is in normality...?
to be straight?
to have an exciting life?
to reach what you dream of?

life can be hard...
but heck, what is life without hardship...
the x-factor that is to thrill us...
to reveal the real us...
to understand ourselves deeper...

can we strive thro' these hardship alone...?
seriously, no...
even the toughest, smartest, 'super'est man in the world needs someone else in his life...
watch superhero movies?
they need someone to help them in fighting those nasty villains...
that's the beauty of life...
none can survive alone...

i can cry all night,
i can laugh all day,
but it will be different,
if i cry with my besties,
if i laugh with my sisters...
the essences that make all my activities sweeter and nicer; family and friends~
>even during the hard times<

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when life keeps on attacking,
don't be shame to shed some tears,
relieve and revive,
but never forget to fight back,
the way of a true hero...

have some laughters,
have some tears,
with the one you love,
who knows,
maybe that is the best medicine... (courtesy of bota)

>searching for the lost soul<

berdansa bergelek~~~

wahai rakan2 j.one-ians.... tarian tadi seronok... eventhough we didn't win, but all the evening and night "dance classes" were worth all the effort.... >ku amat nervous tadi, maaf kalo slack<
the p.ramlee-ians, try audition kat istana budaya... mana tau, kot2 dapat... huahua...
HSM-ians, serius pasni zac ngan vanessa tergugat... :P ... amat smart hentakan dan tepukan kamu... >hemohemohemo<

yg tgkp video, saya mau salinan juga~ kenang2an...

Fuh~~~

a tiresome week...

>penulis baru bangun tidur, hujan lebat yang amat2, masyuk dan layan<

nape penat~?

on wednesday, sam taylorian had a telematch... played the quite usual stuffs; balloons, bricks, cards.. did enjoy myself (dah lama x sentuh kasut sukan, :P)....

the j.ones who successfully attended the tele~

wah~~~

the balloons~~

ooo... not to forget, taylor musical performance... going to be held tomorrow and our class (the j.ones08) is the 6th group... huhu... hope to win~ >jgn lupa rentak, =D, amin<

dan juga pada minggu lepas, some pre-med students went to the IMU, bukit jalil... the SAM-ians who joined the trip were kal_el, shou, halim, ecah and me... impressive facilities, i daresay....

huahua,,,

wide smile~~~

entrance~ balik dah...

semoga penat ini cepat hilang... :)

(pics courtesy of miss sugasuga and kal_el) - tantum~~~

taggy~~

tagged by syaukat @ syougarie~~~


INSTRUCTIONS.


1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.


2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair. Just take a picture.


3. Post that picture with NO editing.


4. Post these instructions with your picture.


5. Tag 5 people to do this (sape2 yg mau) :P

the 5 handsome "wawasan" Taylorian... juz love this pic~~~ recently taken b4 the telematch yesterday...

(pic courtesy of miss sugasuga).....

perlu~

kadangkala pahit itu perlu,
untuk tahu erti manis...

sabarlah~
itulah yang terbaik...

hidup ini penuh liku,
tabah itu perlu...

harap ku turut mampu...
:P

~who knows~

ye ke~?

yesterday is a history,
today is a reality,
tomorrow is a mystery...

>words grabbed from a malay drama< :P

the past is forever the past; to teach a lesson for us to be fit for the present and future...
the present is a stage for us to perform; how to do it? it is up to us...
the future is the hopes and dreams; for the best or for the worst~~~

who knows...

exam abeh~~~ yei

before the exam~~~

after the exam~~~

now~ back to the old days~~~ haha

~~~

result dapat next week~~~

>lost hope<>

1st day, biology... 50-50...

2nd day, chem and english... byk careless for chem ( =.="), eng boleh tahan...

3rd day, phy... haru yg amat... couldn't understand what i wrote... T_T

4th day, maths... hope for the best, ok kot~~~

as was said by a councellor, "exam is a celebration of your knowledge"...

wahai mindaku, adakah anda seronok ber'celebrate'??? :P

another day~

***scene 1***

baby di pangkuan mak bermain "boo-chak" dgn budak 18 thn...

***scene 2***

kereta brek agak mengejut apabila pedestarian yg tgh mandi hujan berlari berkejaran...

pedestarian minta maaf; esok nk exam, tak sanggup nak mandi hujan lama2...

>pedestarian pasti, driver itu masih maki hamun, :P<

***scene 3***

tungkus lumus baca buku dan kertas2 nota, final sudah menyerang...

defence mode~~~

faham?

remember the words of mr william (msian studies lecturer)

>last class of msian studies<

"after you step out from this hall, you are not my students anymore... you are my friends"

>terharu + terkesima sementara<

pandai bermain2 ayat...

one more...

"make your parents cry of your success rather than make them cry of your failure"
>little alteration occured, can't remember the exact words<

-angguk2-

abah dan mama ku> i'll try my best to be what i want...:| :) :P :D

insyaAllah~~~

tagged by someone~~~

di"tag"ed oleh encik hilal @ adik ipar,,, haha

1.How old are you?
18

2. Are you single?
yup2~~

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
hurm~ 30, maybe?

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now??
??? sila rujuk no.2~~~

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
>x perlu jawab< still xde calon

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
prefer the traditional one (malay style)

7. Your ideal motif?
black & brown

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
hehe… ada la..

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
family and friends and mereka2 yg berkenaan…

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
tengah2 boleh x??

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own??
hurm,,, can’t say yet…

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?
5… satu utk every kakak plus me…. haha

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
hotel… sng skit hidup…

14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?
nikah mlm (aman skit, practice satu hari, :P)

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
indoor… sejuk skit… =D

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
x terpikir lagi

18. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding?
Classic for entrance, modern after sanding… :P

20. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
moderate

21. What age do you want to get married?
>redundant< sila rujuk no.3

22. Describe your ideal husband/wife
yg memahami diriku yg pelik...

23. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
asalkan kenyang,,,

24. champagne or red wine?
red sirap???

25. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
seminggu after…

26. money or household item?
nak dua2

27. Who will pay for the bills?
ladies first?? Haha,,, of coz me… x gentlemen la kan… :P

28. Are you ready for married life?
lek2 dulu,,, nak gi Australia pun x lepas lg…

29. Do u think you will still be a virgin until u get married?
hahahahahahahahahahaha…. X perlu jawab kot…

30. Will u always be true to your wife/husband
insyaAllah…

31. How many kids do u like?
tiga boleh?

32. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
oooo… baru2…

33. Will u celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
he? Apa tu? Kalo boleh, tiga2… muahaha

34. What kind of cuisine would u like for ur wedding?
Malaysian food?

35. Will u record ur honeymoon in a cd or dvd?
he? Which part? :P isyh2

36. Whose wedding plans would you like to know next??? Choose 5 person....
-Muhaimin the dewa…
-Halim the vice dewa
-Sabqie the chan…
-Fikri the bota…
-Rifqi the all-time dewa-dewi…..

walawei~ haha

Get Your Sexy Name

>brrr amat<

hurm,,,
getting results for IELTS and chem CT2 tomorrow...
and also sitting for msian studies quiz...
can't sleep~ can't think~ heart pumps vigorously...

>x mau repeat IELTS<
( =.=")

1st nov...

went to two places.. putrajaya and klcc (wah~)...

putrajaya, visited a friend who had an accident (quite bad)... hope he will get well soon... pray and wishes~~~

klcc, diverted after the putrajaya visit... :P ... after long plan (agak panjang gak) with chan, finally got to watch hana yori dango final... rifqi, susah dowh nak maafkan ko, citer best (especially the bear-punching, haha), rugi gile tak ikut... kata ah chan la kan 'tiada maaf bagimu"... huahuahua...

>senget and pinar2, x dpt ester time chem practical td, T_T<
>t'tdo di library yg kondusif<

rifqi> terharu ko quote my words, haha~~~

no mood~

yesterday's event will be posted later~~~
>mood tidak singgah<

hailoh~

striving for the best, but i seem to lost the main essence in life,,,

have a good job + big money are fascinating,
but family and firendship will always prevail, whatever happens...
what is the meaning of life without the latter...

sorry for any harms~

here a song by christina aguilera entitled "hurt"

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerousIt's so out of line to try to turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you~

the calling of above~

the words are absorbing slowly and deeply...
blood drains from all parts of the body...
dear~ do stop it..., plz~

words~

easier said than done; i agree~
for some, words are their power to strive....
for the best or the worst...
it's up to them...
>have the inside corrected<

when only the talking do the working, nothing will come up...
it needs the body to follow the order...

my words are for the sake of goodness, nothing more but can be less...
my dear "fren", don't misunderstand me...
mine is caring, never loving...
>to care doesn't mean to love, but to love always mean to care <

-peace-

~are words supposed to be this painful?~
~i accept~
~another part and parcel of life~

dengar2~

listened to a song at youtube,,, it had quite interesting pictures in it...
"second serenade-i hate this song"
like the part at 1.10 min...

& another song called "love and truth" by yui... like the voice and music... ignited the spirit~

driving, anyone?

kakak: fareez, jom tolong angkat barang gi umah kakak...
fareez: baik lah kakak ku~
***naik kereta ke umah beliau bersama2 barang yang dikehendaki***
***sampai rumah***
kakak: nanti drive sendiri balik umah, k~
fareez: baiklah kakak ku~
***angkat2 barang***
fareez: kak, camna nak balik umah, eh~?
kakak: keluar pak guard, belok kanan kiri kanan kiri... nampak shell, masuk kiri... then terus je, don't belok2...
fareez: ...?
~aku teramat susah nak ingat jalan~
***abeh angkat2***
kakak: fareez, tolong beli air ngan ais
fareez: baiklah kakak ku~
***naik kereta, belok2 ikut naluri hati, terbelok salah jalan, termasuk "one-way" (ku lawan arah); selamat sempat pusing :P, beli ais ngan air (kakak 7E banyak membantu), hantar barang ke rumah kakak, & kembali ke rumah***
p/s: dialog telah diubah mengikut kesedapan hati penulis... isi tetap sama...

my driving skill is still not that good... kata orang, still ganas... masuk lorong sesedap hati dan perasaan... kena hon beribu kali (exaggerated, :P)... hilang pedoman di tgh jalan raya sekali sekala... alhamdulillah, no major damage happened... hope to maintain that record~

>physics presentation on wednesday, chemistry test on thursday, malaysian studies quiz on friday<

-peace and tranquility-

of CPR, IELTS & HSM~

my head crammed~ >pain2!!< huhu,,, abaikan ketidaknormalan ini buat sementara...

ok~ on friday, i with my frens attended a course on CPR; a handy tool to save a life... the instructor was mr. murugan (right spelling, i guess :P); very interesting fella of his own... he knew he stuff well... we learned the DR ABC concept (Danger Response Airway Breathing Circulation)... some tried it on a dummy...

the next day (saturday the 25th), IELTS~~!!! hailoh... for me, it turned out OK... but after the tests that i realised some silly mistakes that i've done especially for the listening paper, T_T ...
ku berserah pada-Mu... writing, managed only to put in two points (really hope it is not bad)...
list of target band:
listening (6.5~7.5)
reading (7~7.5)
writing (6.5~7.5)
overall (~7)

Then, went to Pyramid to watch High School Musical but the 2.30pm ticket was sold out... sobsob... just went for achery with fellow frens... mesti tengok HSM gak walau apa pun, huhu...
beli gak tiket 4.30pm kat Summit...

It started out as a disney channel movie (aired some years back), and gained a very huge number of fans worldwide; a very impressing number, i think~ now, it hits the cinema... quite a success... for me, the movie was enjoyable (mau tgk lagi kalo boleh)... maybe the plot was too simple but the way the movie was screened, hulamak, so appealing... plus, the songs were wow... and the dancing, hands down, was superb and difficult to follow, i assure you, :P... for those who love to watch the first one, you must watch this final installment (i hope there is more)...

>love the artistic values< :D

speaking mode on~

the first thing in the morning, debate on GM organisms... huhu,,, the atmosphere was extremely tense between the the prime minister+minister of agriculture and the 2nd opposition MP... i totally failed as the 3rd opposition MP... hailoh2~ not born to debate la budak sorang ni... sumer POI couldn't be answered, sobsob (one accepted POI only, with 2 were denied)... hurm~

fuh, in the evening, got IELTS speaking test... really cuak overdose before entering the room... my crime scene was Room 3 with Mdm Sarjeet Khaour (i hope i spelt her name right, sorry).. berbasa-basi dulu, then got into the serious parts... i got the topic "pollution"... huhu,,, quite happy... but no so good in goreng-ing... twice, i paused for quite a long time... haiya~ hope it turns out well... (wishing for band 7 or 7.5)...

>did my face really show my nervousness?< huhu

-peace-

orchestra~

listening to "gustav holst - the planet op. 32"... juz listened to three of the series... finishing it off later... the music were masyuk~

movies~

watched two movies on friday...

after friday prayer, took a Rapid and headed straight to summit... climbed to the 3rd or 4th floor (can't remember which floor it is, :P) and without any queuing, bought three tickets for "disaster movie"... how was it? hurm... quite expected to have some laughs, but not as laughable as scary movie... the movie-maker just wanted to cramp everything inside. For me, the main essence was not there....

at night, went again to the same place to watch max payne... but couldn't watch in peace somehow, after that incident *curse2*... ok, watching in the THX really left me deaf for a while (first time masuk THX, huhu)... really satisfied with the visuals and audios... you can feel the tense... but, the plot was quite confusing with hanging in the end *ala~*...

macam nak tengok eagle eye (after some good review from friends) but, considering the time constraint and ISAT test tomorrow, later2-lah...

best2

Wah,,, an exciting week of mine…

Went to two of my friends’ house… One organised a doa selamat; has flown to Egypt, entering Tanta University, taking medicine (bile la aku nk fly ni, huhu)… One organised an open house; still happily alive in Malaysia (I hope =P)… Huha huha on every topic that could be thought of… (gelak2, kutuk2 + add kicap, sos and anything available, haha)… Also had a ride on a special vehicle (kuang2) with the not-to-be-mentioned driver (another haha)… flying without wing with a sore on the back… my first and never-ever final ride, I hope… (macam nak belajar je, hurm)

Move on to the gila part… Test, Lab Practical, Lab Write-up, one-on-one interview (just finished).. hailoh2… when will all this madness end~ thank God the test and interview ( the most feared of) were Quite ok… again, adding kicap, sos and everything...

Myself: fareez~ nak fly ke x nak?
My other self: nak2….
Myself: belaja la leklok
My other self: Ala~ malas la…
Myself: Nak fly ke x nak ni~?
My other self: Yela2~

Huhu, the never-ending conflict inside… Laptop, Summit, so on and so forth… when to turn on the rajin-mode, eh? Xpe2~ Boleh2~

When something is too heavy to bear, laugh and cry~ the world is ready again for you~~~

Wallahua’lam~~~

kala malam..

kala 3 pagi,
rehat-rehat minda yang kusut,

kulihat,
langit hitam kemerahan,

awan selubungi hambar,

bandar dibanjiri lampu,

kudengar,
sahutan anjing berbicara nyaring,
angin menderu-deru syahdu,
alam menyanyi rentak irama,

kurasa,
duniaku pelangi malap,
diri perhati jauh,
hadapan hanya bersahaja,

haluanku masih perlu diredah, kerana hidup perlu diteruskan, walau kelam mana....

thinking cap on~

sacking is one of the most powerful tools that a boss could have...
it is to expel or get rid someone who is not capable of doing his/her duties...
however, sometimes, the boss could misuse his/her power and just expel anyone who he/she thinks doesn't fulfill his/her likings eventhough the expelled fella is a top-notch employee...

should the sacking system be abolished or the boss be removed (for the sake of the organisation)?

Ramadhan

A week without posting, rindu lak rasanya,,, :P

It’s official, this Wednesday, the Muslims going to celebrate Eidul Fitri. Let me take this opportunity to wish “Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin” too all concerned (especially to my family and friends)… Let us celebrate this joyous celebration with full happiness and gratefulness... >The devils are also celebrating their release, hailoh<>breathe in, breathe out<
my result? boleh-lar for a beginner… But, as a human being, I will never satisfy… Targeting for a better marks later on in the future (Final Sem Exam, here I come)

And, I can never forget this memory:

"ting tong", the door bell rung...

i opened the door... a young Arab women, who i know living next to my unit, standing in front of me...

"yes~?", sweet smile carved on my face, asking politely to her... my mind was guessing wildly why she was here...

"are you a Muslim?" she asked...

"A'ah" i answered...

Then, she gave me a something (polystyrene foam container, in detail) and said "hepi ramadan" (i guessed, couldn't hear clearly what she uttered)...

I was in shock for a while and quickly said my words of gratitude to her...

when i opened the "gift",voila, it contained four pieces of "kuih" (more less like croisants)...

the kuihs were shared among us (me and my housemates) and they were superbly delicious... (if only i can have some more, :P)...

A stranger just gave us goodies; some delicious goodies... Having a mind-shock for a while... i'm just speechless about this one...

well... another month has gone and remembered, another month to be faced...
Fareez, say hi to ISAT, IELTS and tonnes of homeworks and tests...

wallahu'alam~

hijab sang pencinta

at last, finished reading this novel... full of conflicts and events; thrilled me to read further until the end...

one of the phrases that i like- "kejahatan tidak bisa menang biarpun keliatan hampir-hampir menang"...

at last, the story of laksamana sunan ended... waiting for others to come out...

>TUNAS mula berputik< :P
-peace-
(picture courtesy of alaf21)

devastated?

hypocricy...
a great actor...
a great sober...
a great maker...

forgetting the world of greenery...
entering the world of mockery...

i'm not me...
i'm just a mere human being...


"I’d rather be hated for what I am than to be loved for what I’m not"... (courtesy of hlovate)

tunas

finished reading this book... fun to read as it remind me back of the good old days back at high school (but mine was not as wild as told in the book, really contra)... :P ... this book touches on life greatly...

life is all about joy and sorrow, friends and enemies, ups and downs... complex yet interesting... trying to survive in this harsh yet beautiful world called life~

i always remember these words from a man name Dennis Wholey "Expecting the world to treat you fairly because you are a good person is a little like expecting the bull not to attack you because you are a vegetarian." not saying that by being nice, you are out of the game... but always be strong and bold...

know our dreams, as it will help us as we walk along the path...

may The Almighty guide us~

-peace-

(picture courtesy of jemari seni)

is it?

someone asked me before "eyp, ko rasa cinta jarak jauh akan berjaya x??"...
i stared at him blankly...
"ntah r, tgk keadaan la kot, maybe yes, maybe no," i replied...
in my mind, i was laughing... you are asking a dummy about love... sorry dear, i'm not in the position to answer that wisely as i never had any experience on love before... if there is a book "love for dummies", i might buy it... =P

so, what's your stand?

for me, for couples who started their relationship with "jarak dekat" style; seeing each other like everyday or everyweek (in other word, OFTEN), when they are destined to be far apart physically, the closure may break apart little by little....

This may has been the minority of what are happening these days... and i've seen where the bond are much stronger when they are apart... this is just a matter of opinion, a theory that might never be true...

like i've said, i'm an ousider when it come to love....

~who knows~

senyuman,,,

ku beritahu,
kau menahu,
itu ilmu,
untuk kau dan aku,,,
>presentation mengajar ku bercakap<

cinta itu buta,
atau orang itu buta,
atau hati itu buta,
aku tetap terluka,,,
>cinta Ilahi cinta suci<

lautan perkataan,
aku hanyut,
berenang ke tepian,
analisis kekuatan laut,,,
>banyaknya test<

-peace-

mayaku

masih baru dalam dunia journal maya,,,
masih belum kutemu rentak yang rancak,,,
agar maya menjadi realiti,,,
maya masih maya,,,

kata-kata masih hambar,,,
mentah dan bosan,,,
ini aku,,,
hatiku,,,

ini untuk aku,,,
mahu juga untuk kamu,,,
tapi masih belum,,,
kerana kumasih baru,,,

-peace-

the names of Allah

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ne-On5zM8H8

every friday, we will watch movies during the second period of islamic studies... the movies were made by us as an assignment...
sometimes, ustazah Wan will show us some clips and today's is my favourite of all... it was a song entitled "asma allah" sung by sami yusuf...
an extremely well-made song+video... tamed the wild heart....

-peace-

lorh

why2~
patience, my mind...
your heart will accept, sooner or later...
adjustment, a highly needed tool...
you are not lost...

-peace-

laughing gas~

hari yg menarik~
dan juga malamnya~~ :P

pagi,,, berita gembira (yg sementara); there will be no test on friday
berita yg "lagi" gembira; the test is on this thursday~ :))
-i'm quite dead-
>well, kata org, perbezaan satu hari je kan~? no prob la<

mlm,,, we complement each other... that's why God creats us differently, in many aspects, so that we can help and advice each other...
namun, aku hanya tersenyum tanpa sebarang kata2,,, haha
ampunkan daku wahai rakan~~~

biarlah rahsia,,, secret of a circle...

-peace and forgiveness-

"marah itu api"

words from ramlee's new novel,,, it's called "hijab sang pencinta",,, the final trilogy for "bagaikan puteri"... will find time to read it, absolutely...

another one that caught my attention... "tunas" by hlovate... prequel for "aA+bB"...

-peace-

biologyKU,,,

(T_T)

took the biology test on friday,,, the questions were thrilling~ seriously... i was sweating in anxiety when answering them,,,
well, let bygone be bygone... hope for the best and focus for the next tests,,,

>hi-skul & coll are soooooooooo different<

-peace-

merdeka + ramadhan

wishing all malaysian "selamat menyambut kemerdekaan ke-51"... may the future not so cloudy as the present...

& wishing all muslim "selamat berpuasa"... may this fasting month brings peace and prosperity in our hearts and souls...

:)

-peace-

student card

i had lost it twice this month,,, thank God there were two merciful gentlemen who returned it back to me,,, :) THANK YOU SO MUCH~~~

is it really me

i feel something wrong inside,
full of sadness and despair,
fly away my thought,
to the world of neverland,
where is fareez~?
haven't seen him lately,
searching and searching,
up and down of my life,
it is hard to make something,
even harder to understand it,
broken into pieces,
sad yet mesmerised,
staring the world at night,
beautiful,
peace,
vast,
my mind is still searching,
what is life~?
who knows

movies~~

if u're blur whether to watch wall-e or zohan, i strongly recommend u to watch wall-e...
it's much more worth it,,, trust me~~~

-peace-

Every great person started small,,,

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ubBYFcXCetw&feature=related

I watched this petronas ad at youtube,,, so simple yet meaningful,,,, you don’t need to have a brain of Albert Einstein to do great in this world,,, all that matter is passion,,, it will drive you to the uppermost level of life,,, as what Einstein said "I have no special talents, I am only passionately curious",,, but, sometime, curiousity can kill,,, it's all up to us to decide,,,

-peace-

the heat is on,,,

now i can feel the warmth of terror,,, juz the warmth, still haven't got hot yet,,, so much things need to be done,,, the pressure is already felt,,,

hope to be alive by the end of next year,,,

can i survive? who knows~~ (but i really want to, :P)

malaysia~ perak pun boleh

well.... lee chong wei has done well to get into the final... maybe he just felt presssured just now...
getting silver was okay enough... but i did hope to see a fight between those two... well, my hope was not fulfilled la kan~~~
anyway, lee chong wei, congratz for the silver...
maybe got some hikmah behind this,,,

~who knows~

kekhilafan~~

everyone makes mistakes... this is an undeniable fact... but, how do we response to that? when someone else do something wrong, do we get furious immediately, or do we try to understand the situation first??? when we make mistake, do we immediately point our fingers to others and put up many unreasonable excuses, or do we admit it and ask for an apology???

hurm... this is a matter of individual... not all will have the guts to do the right thing and not all are aware of the consequences... maybe he has a dark experience that make him the way he is... but, for me, he must try to break his shell of anxiety and be a man to control the situation... everyone will mature with time and experience will be our teacher...

make mistakes, understand the situation, admit the problem and try to repair...

will it work??? ~who knows~

To love doesn't mean to own...

... is a phrase I got during a class presentation. The group that presented the part 2 of "The Beauty and The Beast" stated this beautiful phrase in their ending. Something pops up in my head at that time. I love 'this someone', but I know that I'll never have 'this someone' in my arms; to be hugged, etc... However, maybe, God will show a new 'someone', someone who I can specially cherish in my life. The love towards 'the second someone' may not be as strong as to 'the first someone', but, who knows, maybe it is much better to have 'the second someone' as a long-life companion rather than 'the first someone'....

For me, love is quite a complex matter and i choose to not have a serious realtionship for now. Maybe I am not that confident to try? Or i just rather wait for the right time to come....

~~~who knows~~~

HuHuHu

Another blogger entered into "this world",,,
Having this blog because of someone, actually,,,
However, i'll try to be serious in this thing in the near future,,,
-peace-