good and evil~ which one? you choose~

i have finished THE BTN course needed for anyone who wants to fly...
people said it was tormenting,
i said it was fun, was an eye-opener and managed quite successfully to instill patriotism inside me~

i have asked and googled some who had gone there in the past (years ago), majority gave negative impressions while majority who went there around this year gave positive notes...
one assumption here is that BTN has changed its approach to deliver to students...
if there is really changes in methodologies and wiles, it should be applaud and praised as it has managed to change from 'creating hatred towards the programme' to 'instilling love and understanding for the nation'... with all the ruckus and chaos happening here and there, the worst that we want is a fallen nation, something that we all don't dare to see and feel (well, i dunno if there is anyone who don't even give a damn about the country but only care for ihis/her power and status)... ok, i don't want to be seen as pro something or somewhat, this is just a matter of thought and opinion... x setuju? open up a blog and write it down, thank you and harap maklum~

well, it is not perfect, nothing is... sure it has its bumps and loopholes, but we can see that they want to rectify the problems and try to satisfy the ultimate goal which is PATRIOTISM...
overall, BTN explained the importance of law (in this case, the constitution) to control and maintain peace in the country... seriously, i didn't give a thought nor care about the constitution before... everything needs a guideline to ensure smoothness in management and actions, so does this country... problems arise when some wise men or women just ratling about everything without even give some minute to refer to the guideline... this is unwise and could create a catastrophic consequence... i beg (to anyone), please be more careful in giving out any statement...

>serious pulak bunyi nya, pejal< :P

thoughts and expressions jangan di hold sangat~ luahkan kalau perlu... kalau salah, apa guna keluarga dan kawan kalau tidak perbetulkan... kan~!?

anyway, i enjoyed most of myBTN experience, but not all of them... still, it was fun... i enjoyed the physical activities the most... the repelling was thrilling... sampai kat atas menara tu, hati dah berzikir dan mulut mula bertasbih (time cuak baru nak ingat Tuhan)... time repelling, layan gile, bajet macho r dapat buat... sampai bawah, puas hati gile, rasa nak repeat lagi, tapi gasi peluang lah kat lain... kembara was laughable... it was laughable when we are the only group who went into the muddy river... what we thought as simple turn out to be challenging when the path is not followed... dah taubat tu, kambali ke jalan yang lurus dan berjaya sampai ke kem kembali... :P

LDKs; seronok... maybe sebab fasilitator kumpulan yang menarik... ada je benda nak pekena kitorang... mula muka2 serius... pas dah kena, senyum sengih2, haha... ustaz2... anda memang cool~ tapi time part serius tu, memang rasa aura belajar tu... all the activities are more on the constitution with relation to other issues... this is where we, the group members, learn... one important thing is that, you need to read a lot and try to differentiate between facts and assumptions... even my facilitator asked us not to believe him wholly and try to to think for ourselves before accepting any input or information... kita ni manusia, xkan lari dari kesilapan...
that's why we need to evaluate the pros and cons (something i still find difficult), before come out with any conclusion... bak kata orang, jangan terima bulat2... buang yang keruh ambil yang jernih supaya diri kita yang banyak kekeruhan dapat dijernihkan sedikit demi sedikit...
the last LDK was the peak of excitement... tengah syok2 gembira nyanyi2 lagu, dan kena 'jajah'... dibisukan dan diblurkan dengan jayanya.... tengah buat kerja, dan2 ada kena tangkap... memang blur la kan... tapi dalam LDK ini lah, baru dapat rasa kekitaan untuk memastikan semua berjaya... pastu, kena buat tugu, semangat berkobar-kobar tu memang dapat dirasai...

secara keseluruhannya, x rugi la pergi~ i went with a thought only to pass, but more did i get...
maybe in other camps, it was different, but in Meru, it was suprisingly superb...
thanks to all involved; tuan kamal (ketua fasilitator), ustaz khairul (tazkirah mantap, serius xkan lupa ustaz ni), ustaz arasz (my faci), pak mus, pak rani, pak dol dan pas ya (jurulatih berdedikasi dan penyeri sepanjang kursus), halim, fahmi, p-dud, syafiq, din, murni, radhwa, dinee, poje, fana, aisyah dan faizah (ahli kumpulan yang menarik dan menggembirakan) & to all others... it will be different without you guys...

> i do hope i pass the written exam, quite hard not knowing most of the part<

kepak~

said bye2 to Chan yesternight...
he was off to india to read medicine...
best of luck and wishes to you, Chan...
May you prosper in your life there...

>BotA! thanx for the ride< =D
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on the other hand,
i'm still struggling to get a place in an Australian/New Zealand unviversity...
medicine is tough, but that will not dishearten me from further pursuing this pathway...
after studying 3 semesters in SAM, now i know where i stand...
i need to work harder to be on par with others if i want to become a successful doctor in the future...

>hoping and praying<

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don't say, just do~!!

7th feb

went to OU with bota, qari and chan... :)
today's agenda- cake (=D), ong bak 2 and hang out...

bota-happy ride... :*
qari-buy rechargable batteries, :P...
chan- i'll buy you more tiramisu... =))

hugs~~~

Ramadhan

A week without posting, rindu lak rasanya,,, :P

It’s official, this Wednesday, the Muslims going to celebrate Eidul Fitri. Let me take this opportunity to wish “Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin” too all concerned (especially to my family and friends)… Let us celebrate this joyous celebration with full happiness and gratefulness... >The devils are also celebrating their release, hailoh<>breathe in, breathe out<
my result? boleh-lar for a beginner… But, as a human being, I will never satisfy… Targeting for a better marks later on in the future (Final Sem Exam, here I come)

And, I can never forget this memory:

"ting tong", the door bell rung...

i opened the door... a young Arab women, who i know living next to my unit, standing in front of me...

"yes~?", sweet smile carved on my face, asking politely to her... my mind was guessing wildly why she was here...

"are you a Muslim?" she asked...

"A'ah" i answered...

Then, she gave me a something (polystyrene foam container, in detail) and said "hepi ramadan" (i guessed, couldn't hear clearly what she uttered)...

I was in shock for a while and quickly said my words of gratitude to her...

when i opened the "gift",voila, it contained four pieces of "kuih" (more less like croisants)...

the kuihs were shared among us (me and my housemates) and they were superbly delicious... (if only i can have some more, :P)...

A stranger just gave us goodies; some delicious goodies... Having a mind-shock for a while... i'm just speechless about this one...

well... another month has gone and remembered, another month to be faced...
Fareez, say hi to ISAT, IELTS and tonnes of homeworks and tests...

wallahu'alam~

merdeka + ramadhan

wishing all malaysian "selamat menyambut kemerdekaan ke-51"... may the future not so cloudy as the present...

& wishing all muslim "selamat berpuasa"... may this fasting month brings peace and prosperity in our hearts and souls...

:)

-peace-