itu dan ini.

currently, i'm listening to music at UN's blog.
seriusly, Un, you really have talent in choosing good songs.
i've already listening to the songs for some days now.

and just now, i came across a lenka's song called 'trouble is a friend'.
watching its music video remind me of teh wahida's drawing.
they are creative, unique and clearly depict the emotion that she wanted to express.
it's like i can feel what the character(s) in the drawing is(are) undergoing at that moment.

friends; you may not keep in touch with them often, but you can still 'feel' their presences through their arts and likings.

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i'm sorry i was/am never a good/excellent/wonderful friend that can be there by you side whenever you need me, that can share jokes of presents/past with you, that can understand your feelings, that can think about the future together with you, or anything else that you expect from me. yeah, use that, not who, as i am not human according to you. i can be a hypochrite. i can be back-stabber. i can be a moron. that is just me.

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on a positive note, Allah has given me the chance to go Down Under.

frankly, i have this mixed feelings inside here *pointing at my chest on the left hand side*. i'm happy, i'm nervous, i'm shocked, i'm excited, etc3. happens everytime whenever i'm going to a new place. :) but this is BIG; very new environment, culture, accent :P , mindset, etc3. in the end, i just have to say to myself, "this is going to be fun".

thank Him for giving me a very supportive family and friends who always be by my side till now. i'm very grateful and this gives me the motivation to strive further. <== baca dgn nada org dapat grammy award.

ok. now is the most perfect time to be serious...

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saya hanya akan berserah selepas berusaha. *pegangan*