mahsuri~

went to istana budaya yesterday with my friends...
watched mahsuri, a fauziah nawi's production...

story-telling begins...

part 1: to the palace

ran away from casa at 5.15 pm..
hopped into a rapid at around 5.30pm...
pics-taking inside the this-is-ours bus throughout the journey until we arrived at kl sentral at ~6.50 pm...
had a very light dinner and glide with monorail after that (stopped at titiwangsa) and took a cab to istana budaya...
prayed to God (maghrib) and pics-taking until the gate opened...
>gambar dua orang itu amat cute, don't naughty2 today<

part 2: the 'fiesta'

tears shed from her eyes...
heart beated enthusiastically as the orchestra rocked the ground...
smiles on those happy faces...

it was inspiring...
at last, i managed to watched a theater...
hoping to watch PGL after this...

part 3: the return

thanks to ecah's dad for giving us (syafiq, halim and i) a ride to the monorail...
rapid to USJ...
ate at mydin's mamak... (my stomach felt so grateful for the food)
slept with a grin...


> still remember what beliau had said... time to let go of the past... grow up!<

randoms~

"let him have his own wings"


"you are controlled and blinded by your own lust"


"nothing is purer than to forgive the past and learn the future"


"you're talking like a slut who knows everything yet know nothing"


"to love is not to have all but to give all"


"yeah, you're right, you are totally wrong !!"


"lie to the world that you assume have lied to you"


"seriously, don't you know how to be serious?"

>.<

"nak buat camne, dah memang kamu dihantar untuk belajar, belajar je la kan...
xpe, it pays off later on... sometimes, you work better under pressure...
anything ask me, k?"

hurm, i surely have no objection on that, sis...
you are my best example...
just follow the 'acuan' la kan? =P

i always say this to myself,
"let excel with style, fareez...
you do not need all those hard works"

now, it is better to say,
"let put more force on that momentum, fareez...
just several months to go before finish this mini-journey...
have faith in yourself, k?"

:)

sis, you are the best, always...
thanks~

let drain the tears and fill that empty soul with the words of wisdom...
my soul may be half empty, but it is already half-full...

a note from him to him...

let the past be the past that strengthen the present...
everyone makes mistakes...
that is the main definition of human...

let mistakes be forgiven if not forgotten,
as they teach us about life...
as they are why people be more careful and mature...

let we remain united and bold...
we are in this together...
never let anyone stranded in their dark past...

dear,
thank you for accepting the apology,
for it is the greatest gift you have ever given...
your patience is the highest virtue... thank you~

know

dignity is an entity that need to be uphold.
it is your strength and might.
it is your pride and soul.
losing it, you're forever doom.

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when people think that they are in love, actually, they are just messing with their feelings.
they only believe love is all about happiness and lust. there is more to that.
love is a sacred emotion that should encompass all:
care, understanding, gratitude, sacrifice, pain, sadness; to name a few.
when you are not ready to feel all of these, don't hasten.
it is afraid that love could haunt your future.

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do we still have the dignity if we breach the sacredness of love?

ku mahu kamu~

depaan mata ku meluas,
meliar melihat mangsa,
mereka bakal teman ku,
sekutu dalam kekhilafan...

ajakan dalam dilema,
takut hanyutan deras,
bisikan ku halus menerpa,
hati goyah nya ditetapkan...

seronok bukan kepalang,
diri nya terasa lengkap,
dari jauh ku tertawa,
kutukan syukur iringi nya...

tugas ku sampai akhir nya,
cari teman di alam sana,
siapa aku kau tanya,
aku penghasut durjana...

kau tahu ku wujud,
kau tahu ku celaka,

tapi,

kau tetap sudi bersahabat,
kau tetap sudi bersama...

kutukan padu kepada mu...

ku x paham diri~

langit tinggi indah,
ku hulur tangan kerdil,
ouh, tak tergapai,
aku sedar aku siapa...

laut biru damai,
ku jejakkan kaki satu,
ouh, dalam nya,
aku sedar aku siapa...

tapi,

kini ku lihat awan di tepi,
berehat senang di kerusi ku,
mungkin ku tak mampu belai awan,
namun, ku mampu berada setaraf...

kini ku lihat laut di keliling ku,
sambil bayu tampar lembut pipiku,
mungkin aku tak mampu selam jauh,
namun, ku mampu menongkah arus hebat...

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aku mungkin tidak mampu untuk jadi sahabat rapat kau,
biarlah aku tidak jadi musuh ketat kau...

aku mungkin tidak mampu menyelesaikan masalah kau,
biarlah aku berada di tepi kau, beri dorongan semata...

aku mungkin tidak sehebat lelaki2 gagah di sana,
biarlah aku di sini, semoga kau bahagia...

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nada melankolik hanyalah nada semata-mata,
yang penting, isi dikuis dan ditatang...

bukan mengharap menjadi berlian dalam serpihan kaca bersepah,
hanya tidak mahu menjadi nila dalam susu sebekas...

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