aku dan kamu

i dream to dream,
of something that makes me happy...

i dream to live,
a happy life filled with only breeze...

i dream to sleep,
to have only sweet dream in it...

can i dream forever?
dream that is nothing but eternality?
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aku rantau sepelusuk jiwa,
mencari dan mencari,
kehilangan diri...

aku selongkar seluruh minda,
mencari dan mencari,
kewarasan diri...

aku selongkar seluruh jasad,
mencari dan mencari,
kesucian diri...

masihkan wujudkah erti diri,
dalam diri ini?
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i can hear his sighs,
for all the trouble the world has caused him,

i can listen his rantings,
for all the headaches he is having,

i can watch his face,
for all the expressions that he potrayed,

i can look into his eyes,
for all the tears that drop to his heart,

but, i can only be me,
helping him with all that i can give,

in the end, it is only he,
who can really help him...

random

do watch the 15 malaysia's movies...
very enlightening...

my favourite lines,
"dead babies, infected feet, diseased throats, lung cancer,
it's like happy meal collectible,you collect them all! i like this!"
-about the NO-to-smoking campaign-

kepak~

said bye2 to Chan yesternight...
he was off to india to read medicine...
best of luck and wishes to you, Chan...
May you prosper in your life there...

>BotA! thanx for the ride< =D
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on the other hand,
i'm still struggling to get a place in an Australian/New Zealand unviversity...
medicine is tough, but that will not dishearten me from further pursuing this pathway...
after studying 3 semesters in SAM, now i know where i stand...
i need to work harder to be on par with others if i want to become a successful doctor in the future...

>hoping and praying<

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don't say, just do~!!

SAM

I'm hating SAM day by day, and trial worsen this uneasiness....

but, i will not fail~

-to learn is to love-

i always ask myself, why must everything in this course be hard?

or is it just me that my own life difficult...?

everything must be handled smoothly during this final hours...

i need to have more control of myself and my life,

to create magic out of tragic,

and to be more responsible in what i do...

hey, i do learn something (more to "a lot of things") from SAM...

indeed, everything has its two sides of the coin...

lets mould love from hatred~

quotations>

1. ala, u're a underdog, u'll exceed anyone's expectation in the end...

2.woi, xkan nk give up skrg, mana pergi fareez aku nih...

3.they pressure us, that's true, but they love us like heaven, which is extremely true...

4.sebab aku sayang ko, aku ketuk kepala ko skrg...

thanks and loves~

lady gaga

her performance in vma 2009 really opened up my eyes towards this very unique singer...
she has this 'weirdness' that can attract you to her, very closely~
her song, paparazzi, is my new addiction, for now~
who knows what she will bring in the near future...

my favourite, the bloody show in vma...
not many can put up this kind of performance...
she didn't seem to care what people say, all she wanted is to entertain....
click here to youtube...
not quite clear, pardon me, this video is...
if you have time, try search for a clearer one...

and this one is her singing live (piano version)
click here to youtube...
this one astonished me, really...
you can listen to the genuinity of her voice...

ok, this may sound a little bit exaggarated...
but hey, she deserves the recognition...
peace...

hurm

can't wait for hlovate's new novel : versus.
will be out in november, as i heard~
right timing, just about after me finishing my final <- reading in peace...

raya was like usual, brief and enjoyable...
for those who i haven't wished yet, SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!
sorry for my ignorance...

cannot put away the thought of sitting for the final for even a second...
please let this ends happily ....

i'm babbling and rambling~

ppl~

tetibe rasa lapang skit,
:P

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when you keep on blaming others for your own failure,
you have already set your own path of failure....

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owh, final will start on 2/11...
:O

find me only in the library after this... >cough2<