of result and life.

12 days ago, the result was released.

:)

i thank God for it.

having managed to pass it was great

& getting 72 for total mark was quite above the expectation.

:)

again, Alhamdulillah.

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watched some movies:

1)due date.

simply annoying.

2)how to train your dragon.

quite fun to watch.

3)despicable me.

cute.

4)star trek.

highly watchable. more less like star wars.

5)rapunzel.

enjoyable. like parts of the scripts.

want to watch:

1)narnia

2)tron 3D

3)step up

4)easy a

5)legend of the guardians

6)social network

7)hantu kak limah balik rumah (they say it's fun)

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later will try to buy some medic books at kamal.

based on this year needs, i would like to buy:

-gray's anatomy

-talley o'connor clinical exam

-robbins & cotran patho basic

-boron physio(still thinking)

-ecg in 10 days (kak nik's suggestion)

-anatomy flashcards (nak baca dalam train konon nya)

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& OMG~!

Reefqi dapat Waseda.

first choice kot.

proud of you, dude.

3 months before fly nih.

hayatilah Malaysia ni sebaik2nya. :P

& we shall enjoy ourselves.

& we shall add Bota to the joy after he gets back here.

& dude,

fly high~

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reading statuses of break ups make me sad.

they are just full of hatred and agony.

IMHO with no couple experience whatsoever,

just settle it between yourselves without telling or shouting to the world that you guys just broke up.

privacy is everything.

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enjoying this peaceful holiday.

peace, literally.

kembali pulang

malaysia, home sweet home.

arrived safely on thursday night.

gembira hati hanya Tuhan yang tahu.

mai nak habaq pi apa jadi minggu lepas.

b4 fly (di aust)

OMG, rumah untuk next year tak jumpa lagi, camne nk buat?

searching high & low for a suitable one to fit us 8. *yes, 8*

first time nak cari, tanpa sebarang pengalaman, memang haru biru la kan.

1) kena gi rumah & view. kat umah nanti after viewing, baru dpt application form. (kalo tak view, tak boleh nak apply)

2) pastu tunggu landlord boleh terima kita tak.

3) then bayar deposit. kena tunggu confirmation landlord balik.

nampak simple je kan. tapi kitorg first step dah sangkut. balik rabu, isnin baru nak start cari, memang nak dapat waktu utk view pun payah la kan~

kalo ada rumah yang cun dan memenuhi syarat pun, selalu ramai yang berebut nak. (ada satu rumah yang kitorang berkenan, viewing for the first session pun dah penuh =.=")

yang step 2 & 3, tak merasa lagi.

last2, tak nak ambil risk, apply je student uni accom.

the journey back home

shahrul, yuhin & i took jetstar from sydney to singapore, then flew from singapore to LCCT with tiger airways.

kat singapore, sampai2 je, blur nak buat apa.

lepas dah sorted things out, we ate first. ada bawa bekal nasi goreng yang shahrul goreng.

then keep our baggage at 'simpanan bagasi' for only S$7.50 for the first 24 hours. (one big bag & one small bag)

pusing2 tiga2 terminal. serabut pula nak buat apa tunggu sampai pagi (arrived at changi airport around 10pm)

then kat terminal 3, bought a caramel latte at coffee bean, layan scott pilgrim until halfway then snoozed off till subuh. (solat maghrib + isya' kat tangga terminal 1 & subuh kat hallway tersembunyi di terminal 3)

pagi tu, keluar bersiar2 di singapore

naik MRT gi Eunos. nak tengok ada apa kat malay village

turun2, pekena roti canai (roti pratha in singapore) & teh tarik. pergh. terkenang memori lalu. * exaggerate*

habis2, bersiar2 di tepi jalan menuju ke satu destinasi yang terjumpa. ntah kat mana malay village tu. *dah tanya dua orang, x jumpa lagi, memang kena tanya lagi la ni*

last2, singgah pasar geylang serai. round2 je. macam market kat seksyen 6.

pastu decide nak bergambar dengan merlion (singa pancut air ikut mulut)

naik MRT lagi ke Raffles Place.

turun2, blur lagi. teruskan berjalan.

tanya seorang mamat local, jumpa la juga merlion.

besides merlion ada la bergambar dengan esplanade, ship on the three building (tak tau nama building), parliament building.

after that, searched for a place to have lunch. pusing2, ada la kedai diberi nama "Hawa restaurant" sebelah kedai Es Teller yang tak buka lagi.

pekena nasi ayam & honey dew juice. *lepas rindu lagi*

then, headed back to airport.

2/12/2010

naik Tiger Airways. cheap flight je. mula2 patut naik kul 7 pagi. dan2 a month before, dia tunda sampai kul 5ptg. lahabau. tapi takpe. dapat jalan2 skit kat singapore.

sampai LCCT around 7pm. keluar2, abah tak cam. as what my sister said, "rambut cam rockstar" smart, ok~ *masuk lif, tekan butang atas*

and yeah, sampai rumah after pekena satay Hj Samuri.

& now, kena explore Shah Alam lagi menyeluruh. your Geography is terrible when anyone from other state knows your place better than you.

conclusion:

penat + puas

next year nak ambil MAS. senang hidup

makan puas2.

yezza

the smell of freedom never been this sweeter.

3 weeks of anxiousness and mind-wrecking moments have finally been put into rest.

i've put in the best effort i can & now i shall pray to Allah everything is alright.

summary of exams.

1)SAQ & MEQ

putting these two in the first week was sure a motivator-buster.

picking up every little bit of confidence left after answering them on the first Monday & Wednesday.

2)MCQs

two papers; one was tad hard, another was quite manageable.

3)anatomy spot test

frankly, easier than expected. but, i would never know what the examiners really want.

but,

the third station was messy.

the last station; not expecting to be asked every little detail of the vertebrae.

overall; had migraine for every paper. need to be relieved with a bit dose of chocolate and undisturbed sleep.

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another way to relieve stress; watching movie.

harry potter and the deathly hallows part 1.

i have mixed feelings for it.

in one way, i am satisfied with the story which follow the novel's storyline quite well.

but, there is a loophole that i can't seem to know what.

however, it was enjoyable.

my rating will be around 7-8/10.

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kerisauan yang tiada berbalas.

A risaukan kehidupan B sepanjang tahun.

B tidak ambil kisah akan kesusahan A walaupun untuk sesaat.

dunia, aku nampak tidak adil.

namun,

segalanya ketentuan Ilahi,

segalanya ada kisah tersendiri,

segalanya untuk aku cari dan fahami.

Tuhan,

bersyukur atas kesusahan itu susah,

namun tiada bebanan yang aku tidak mampu pikul,

janji-Mu bukan janji manusia yang penuh bermadah pujangga.

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shopping2. :)

exam

exam is starting on the 8th of november.

mukadimah dgn paper SAQ.

followed by MEQ.

then two MCQ papers.

anatomy spot test x tau lg.

*breathe in breathe out*

alia> not from a korean song/lyrics. :P unless kalo ko consider aku korean. :PP

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how many post already bout exams? haha

risau teramat.

rasa?

kau sedang gembira,

izinkan lah diri mu tertawa,

lihatlah dunia penuh warna,

hayati lah keindahan sementara.

kau sedang bersedih,

izinkan lah diri mu menangis,

meratapi jangan lah sekali,

beri lah peluang minda mu merintih sunyi.

dunia penuh tawa dan duka,

itu lumrah yang semua rasa.

tidak Tuhan beri ujian,

melainkan kau boleh galas.

kau dan aku lain caranya,

itu buat kita berbeza,

tapi tujuan kita sama,

untuk capai gembira selama2nya.

tapi, bukankah ukiran marmar itu perlukan dikikir,

sebelum mencapai hasil yang menarik?

kalau manusia, diri dikikir mesti rasa sakit, bukan?

kejayaan selalu datang selepas kesusahan,

untuk kau hargai dengan penuh makna.

yada2

tetibe rasa nk post gambar ini di sini juga. =P

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being slacking off lately. well, for this whole semester, frankly.

loss or lack of motivation. or just too much unnecessary thing to think about.

priorities. no too good on that one, i guess.

baru first year, wei. dah kalut gile. ngess.

belum masuk clinical years lagi.

yada2 about this and that.

can't wait for december.

Malaysia; home; happy. =)

breathe in. breathe out. yosh.

kuasa.

burung teriak di tengah padang luas,

"ini kawasan aku"

"ini kawasan aku"

"ini kawasan aku"

teriakan bingit kedengaran dari pagi ke petang,

dari petang ke tengah malam,

garang mempertahankan kawasan,

pantang ada yang menjejak,

dikejar sampai hujung kawasan.

sampai lah satu ketika burung itu mati,

sunyi sepi seketika.

diganti pula dengan burung lain.

kitaran tiada henti.

mungkin itu kitaran/ lumrah alam?

manusia sekali kah?