a month

tup tap tup tap, it's already a month me being here.
have passed 2 PBLs 'gloriously', thanx to my bluriness.
the series of lectures sure give me an overview on how my five years here going to be like.
"FUN" in a good intellectual way.
*please bear with me for a while. a little bit hyper-ed right now*

anyway. without challenge, life will be dull, won't it?
several breakdowns. several triumphs; mixtures towards a matured leand wise man, hopefully.

nothing will be like a breeze forever.

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*if you want the grass, aim for the tree,
if you want the sky, aim for the moon,
if you want me, aim for nothing*

muhaimin

Muhaimin Amran.

Ketua kelas untuk satu setengah tahun.
Tiada sebarang cubaan untuk menggulingkan beliau atas dasar tiada siapa berani mencabar beliau. :P
Dan beliau sememangnya layak galas tanggungjawab itu.

Hari ini beliau dah 20 tahun.
Ucapan HAPPY BIRTHDAY diucapkan kepada beliau.

*May your day filled with happiness and joy and wisdom, like always . :D*

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Post saya dah tukar jadi tempat wish birthday semata2. :P

RIFQI!!!

i haven't updated this thing for a long time. salahkan sistem wifi uws yang aku masih cuba utk memahami mengapa sistem "OS compatibility"nya harus begitu sukar.

mesti ramai dah rindu aku dah :P *yeah right*


nway. on this special day, i would like to wish


ABDUL RIFQI AL-ABQARY BIN ABDUL WALID


the most happiest and merriest HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!


soar high to the limitless sky, dude.
nothing is wilder than to dream. that's the starting point to be BIG. *petik kata2 anonymous* :P

enjoy the day. :D

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saya lambat belajar, tapi itu tidak bermakna saya tidak boleh belajar.

change

when we say we want to change,
we must first know whether we want to change for the better or for the worse.
we set our goal, we plan our actions and we move towards the change we want.

but sometimes, we change without we realise it but others do realise.

en. fikri.

haha.
u're 20 already.
big guy now. bwahaha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BOTA!!! <== *try to make the words look cheerful with the colours, but, they look so wrong* =PP
hope, in the future, nothing will never let you down.
u're a great guy and be great forever.

cheers. life.
:)

what if.s

"what if there is no one for me to cling on over there.
what if i get all whooze up and i cannot stand straight on my own.
what if i get scared and start thinking about backing out.
what if i want to love something but i'm too afraid to to that.
what if i my head can't think straight and get all blocked up.
.
.
.
.
.
and many more what ifs."

i wrote them down on a piece of paper.
take out a lighter.
burn it up.

and try to let all the worries go.
and try to let my mind be at peace.

*what if i just be myself?*
haha.
just shut up.
and live on.

risau itu, kadangkala, perlu.

kadangkala aku risau.
risau pada orang yang pandai bersuara tapi tiada isi.
risau pada orang yang banyak berkata tapi fakta daif.
risau pada orang yang hebat berbicara tapi ilmu cetek.
kerana ramai (mungkin) yang pandang pada luaran (kepetahan) bukan dalaman (fakta).

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kata khatib tadi, "ilmu bukan milik persendirian, tapi amanah Allah untuk disampaikan"
*ya, saya tidak tidur masa khutbah tadi*

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kadangkala menarik melihat orang berusaha yang betul-betul tegakkan apa yang dia rasa benar.
walaupun orang lain pandang hina akan usaha dia. (baca: memperlekeh)
perserverance, orang putih kata. cekal hati dan istiqamah, aku kata.

dan aku tanya diri aku, 'kau mampu tak buat macam dia?'
sekarang, aku masih geleng kepala.
keyakinan belum mekar. dan masih mencari.

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"pejal, what is true excitement?"
"when you feel content and your beloved ones are by your side; my definition"