holiday~

bak kata sarah,

"~4 months b4 melby: decided on going to melbourne,

~1 month b4 melby: start planning etc.,

~3 weeks b4 melby: proper itinerary planning,

a day b4 melby: tram no(s)"

aku tambah

"melby: bota jadi tour guide =P,

post-melby: despair tunggu result + kedatangan Sem 2."

apa aktiviti kami di melbourne?

sila rujuk facebook. :)

result?

praise be to Him. :)

now?

ready myself for Sem 2.

lecture notes dah upload kat blackboard.

group PBL dah tahu.

sekarang tinggal bedal je.

Sem 2, I shall do my best.

erti kisah.

satu-satu rebah ke bumi

bagai hilang segala percaya

kau tilik diri sendiri

apa masih ada sinar neraca

kau masih nantikan panggilan sepi

tunggu dengan penuh gagah

segala harapan kau telah mati

semua hanya tinggal sejarah

kau biarkan dunia hancurkan engkau

dalam tusukan seribu macam tajam

kau relakan dirimu dimamah ranjau

pandangan mu hanya lah pada kelam

kau terus menjerit;

"mana pergi cahaya cinta

mana hilang belaian kasih

ada lagi kah erti pada makna

ada lagi kah erti pada sakti"

biarkan lah semua itu berlalu

walau tiada peluang untuk lupa

kejar lah segala yang kau mahu

kerana masa lampau hanya cereka

kau cari segala seribu kekuatan

untuk berdepan carca marba manusia.

bahagia lah kamu kalau jumpa ketenangan

itu makna kau sudah bersedia.

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semua kisahku hanya satu;

mencari diri

mencari realiti,

dan segala bagai perjalanan

di antara mula dan akhir nya.

kadangkala menyeksakan

kadangkala menyeronokkan

tapi itu semua kisah

yang telah kita corakkan

jangan ada sesalan

semua itu suratan

fikirkan yang masih putih

untuk kita warna-warni kan.

cuti bukan rehat, bukan?

i'm officially on holiday..

... a week ago.

a week before that, had three papers; 1 SAQ & 2 MCQs.
killers, but still 'answer'able... i think.

mula cuti, rehat 1~2 hari. the papers drained almost all my energy.
dah ada energy, gi sana dan sini utk explore tempat yg sepatutnya dah lama explore + mini gathering.

Gi Campbelltown, lawat factory outlet.
Sbb x puas, member ajak gi DFO kat Homebush.
Terus mata bersinar2.
No further detail.

Gi City (read: Sydney).
Mula2 ingat nk jalan2 simple je.
Then extended sampai ke mlm.
Siap dpt layanan istimewa dari seniors rumah baitul ikram.
nasi lemak plus cekodok.
stomach filled to the brim.
rehat 2 jam.
baru blah balik Macarthur.

Gathering seniors di UWS (read: ramah mesra)
makan sedap. *tgk head chef la kan; which is not me*
plus desert + cocktail; penambah seri.
"mafia wars" 3 rounds. <== serak suara.
watched brazil vs portugal.
cards playing here and there.
conclusion; fun + bonded.

Gi Campbelltown lagi.
Tengok wayang dengan rakan2 seperjuangan + seniors.
Toy Story 3.
worth my every penny.
tunggu this sequel punya lama.
penantian yang berbaloi.
beautiful ending.
applaudable plot.
a wonderful watch.
*ini perspektif individu yang suka tgk kartun*

now, waiting for melbourne trip.
doodle~

:P

14/06/2010
20 tahun yang lalu, insan ini telah dilahirkan.
Kini, sudah mula bertatih untuk menjadi doktor.

If u ask me to nominate the toughest fighter, i would go for this gal.
Come hurricane or flood, she will brave the odds, and come out stronger.

Corak demi corak, anda warnai dunia di sekeliling anda.
Dan anda masih terus mencorak.
Mungkin tidak ramai yang mahu ambil kisah corakan itu.
Tapi, anda masih terus mencorak; untuk kini dan masa hadapan.
U always move forward, day by day.

Setiap titisan air mata, anda jadikan kekuatan.
Setiap tekanan, anda jadikan cabaran.

That’s pure strength.

Aisyah Ibrahim, happy birthday. Live long, live well, live life to ur fullest
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Dreaming of the past,
Thinking of the future,
Initiating the present.

Nothing is fine,
Unless, you understand your purpose of living.
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Owh. Saya masih single. Saya bukan gay. Saya masih belum mahu ber’couple’.
Anything seems contradicting? Haha.
I’m not sure why, lately, i keep on getting questions like, “betul ke ko single lagi?” or “Ko ada apa2 ke ngan dia”. Or maybe it’s me just who is perasan. :P
Anyway, the above statement shall explain my current status quite well.
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Doodlish world is full of colour.
And, lines~

tiada bukan hilang

ku menari rentak satu persatu
untuk hayati saat bersama

ku nyanyikan melodi rindu
untuk hadirkan diri yg tiada

ku sampaikan kata2 syahdu
untuk hilangkan resah yg lara

ku dendangkan irama lalu
untuk kenangan masa muka

tiada yang pasti tentang hari itu
tapi kini, kita masih serupa.

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to have something or nothing, sometimes, are the same,
we will crave for more and more.

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i'm terrible with words, actions or anything,
but can my presence makes you feel better?
fullstop.
you choose~

of downs with solutions.

sitting on a chair, crying out loud
wondering what'll happen right now

realise, there is no truth
in everything that you do

silence, throughout the day
hoping it will turn out okay

the ringing zaps me back to reality
suddenly, i miss my family

all i can say i just say
and that really makes my day

step back a while from being bold
to stop doing something stupid down cold

now i know it's not you who lied
it's just me who didn't understand why
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persepsi itu bukan mainan satu pihak.

ia melibatkan pemerhatian si pemerhati
dan perilaku si pelaku.

tapi bahaya selalu terletak pada si pemerhati
kerana dia yang suka menafsir.
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well, i tell nonsense a lot.
because i believe that nonsense is needed to create senses.
=PP

well, nothing much happen really.
just the same ol' routine every week.

PBL on monday, after a series of lectures in the morning.
nothing on tuesday
'practical' and PPD tutorial on wednesday, follow by two-hour lecture in the evening
learn art on thursday. not literally. =P got clinical practice on this day.
lectures and PBL again on friday.

*study hours here and there during breaks and between lectures or tutes*

it's not that packed compared to other UNIs (read: medic course).
but, this is little compared to what has been prepared for us later on.

expect the unexpected.
and learn the way of life along the way.

:D

i thank you all who wished and make my life extra meaningful.

abah, mama, along, b.long, k.ita, b.ngah, k.lin,bro izzad, k.zura and kiddies; thank you guys for the card. this year's is extra special since it my first celebration in australia. love u guys. :D

bota, chan and qari; as always, u guys enlighten my day (night, to be precise). miss u guys yg amat.

rakan2 UWS + newie. u guys mmg la surprisingly surprising.

i'll remember the day i involved in the preparation of my own party. haha.

alan, lokman, nasriq, syafiq, redo, azra, ernie, sarah, helma, ahirah and kina; i thank you for it.

:D warm and cosy celebration, i like.

and others yg wish thro fb and phone, i also thank you guys a lot.

saya tidak publish bday ku di fb atas sebab2 peribadi, namun anda semua tetap ingat.

i really apreciate it. :D

i'm bad with words or in expressing my gratitude. but do know, segala apa yang anda semua buat, saya amat hargainya, sedikit mana pun.