Thursday, January 28, 2010

what if.s

"what if there is no one for me to cling on over there.
what if i get all whooze up and i cannot stand straight on my own.
what if i get scared and start thinking about backing out.
what if i want to love something but i'm too afraid to to that.
what if i my head can't think straight and get all blocked up.
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and many more what ifs."

i wrote them down on a piece of paper.
take out a lighter.
burn it up.

and try to let all the worries go.
and try to let my mind be at peace.

*what if i just be myself?*
haha.
just shut up.
and live on.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

What if somehow you miss me?

fareez fadzil... said...

bwahahahahahaha.
there is no if in that one.
i do miss you.

(plz read in a SRTRAIGHT manner) :P
hahahahahaha.

Anonymous said...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I will miss you too dude.
huh,
me is so lazy to start up knowing new people.
Like or fell in love with new girl,
then get hurted by her.
I love the old one.
easier and nicer to care for.

fareez fadzil... said...

hahahaha.
the girl analogy again.
knowing people is ur forte, what~
:PP
no need to fell in love. just to know is fine.
"keep making connection" one said. :)

Anonymous said...

hahaha.
can't avoid to fall in love.