7th feb

went to OU with bota, qari and chan... :)
today's agenda- cake (=D), ong bak 2 and hang out...

bota-happy ride... :*
qari-buy rechargable batteries, :P...
chan- i'll buy you more tiramisu... =))

hugs~~~

rasa?

dia senyum...
tapi adakah dia gembira?

dia nangis...
tapi adakah dia sedih?

dia ketawa...
tapi adakah dia ceria?

dia termenung...
anda tau ke mana dia merewang?

>terasa bukan bermakna pilu, mungkin hanya mahu kata2 rindu?<

bila hati merapu lagi...

"alum" ku tekan ganas...
hampa~
"alum ferric chloride" ku tekan kurang ganas...
ada sedikit sinar... SeDiKiT...
"alum water treatment" ku tekan lemah...
otak dah tepu... sudah tidak dapat beza sinar dan kelam...

alum, ouh mengapa.....

selamat "homosexuality" , "human population" , dan "solar cell" memahami...
sinaran harapan bahagia...
tunggu untuk di"reference", di"analysis", dan di"copy-and-paste" idea2 bernas...

alum, ouh mengapa.....

"optimisation", selamat aku tidak perlu research pasal kau...
kalau tidak, tak tahu ku nak tulis pasal apa...
" optimisation is 'pengoptimuman' ", maybe~

alum, ouh mengapa.....

"al-quran: the forgotten jewel", ko memang memori indah maksimum...
aku terharu... aku terasa seperti insan baru...
mahu sahaja frame kertas2 itu...

alum, ouh mengapa.....

"legendaries of malaysia", ko sedikit hampa...
namun, aku tetap puas...
hanya 3 hari dapat markah itu, kalo 3 minggu?
ku juga salah edit, ku rasa.... maaf groupies...

alum, ouh mengapa.....

SAM... kau memang suka tengok aku begini kan?

auckland atau monash, adakah kau sudi?
atau india???

erk~ apa ni...

ouh mengapa,
hanya kalbu rindu,
jangan diingat masa lalu,
penuh syahdu,

ouh mengapa,
kasih datang sekali,
hanya ucapan sakti,
penuh memori,

ouh mengapa,
dunia bagai retak,
jangan beri ku bara,
hatiku lara,

ouh mengapa,
mimpi indah hilang,
realiti menyerang,
jiwaku pasrah,

jangan ditafsir,
ini bukan kisah kasih,
hanya rentak kalut,
mahu lurus padu....

jangan difikir,
ini curahan picis,
seribu satu karut,
taktala minda kabut...

>aku nk teka sape watak kucing ngan panda, boleh?<

BABE~!!!

a word usually used by those two... but, in this very moment, i'm not going write about them... let them be them~~~ :P

i watched this movie entitled "babe" yesterday at star movie... it was about a little pig @ piglet's life in a farm full of various types of animals and they talked... tuptap tuptap, the piglet (babe) became a "sheep pig" <== pig that herd sheep (into @ out of the shed); derived from the word 'sheep dog'...

the piglet strived through all the troubles trying to become 'somebody' in that tiny little world... weird, eh.. i'm writing about a piglet... lalala...

the story managed to hold my attention throughout the 1-hour-plus duration... the piglet was depicted as an innocent and naive creature that just want to be the very best in 'his' life...

>erk~ a piglet taught me something... lalala...<

>shou wanna lend his 'bawah dunia' dvds to me, yeish<

bawah dunia...

just arrived from watching underworld: the rise of the lycan... COOL-a-land!!!... cara cerita agak mudah; boleh agak2 sikit sana sini... but the way it was presented, my eyes just couldn't blink... terkesima dlm keseronokan... had some lighting-overdose-moment to my eyes, however, with all the 'splash-sploosh'es of the swords... nevertheless, it was great... my red money was not wasted.... Not like The Spirit where all that i could understand is to love your city, no more no less... he~!? <== aku pening baca balik perenggan ini... kamu?
(three sentence connectors in one paragraph, lalalala)

kata2 dari satu buku...
kontradiksi idea dalam satu organisasi bukan tanda keretakan, tapi itu tanda pengembangan idea demi kebaikan organisasi itu.... cara dan penerimaan berbeza... kepelbagaian itu menarik, bukan~?

back to underworld... my favourite character is victor... the vicious vampire leader who still can fight a strong young man despite his age... Cool... I also like the flying-without-wing fighting scenes... I was like an electron in an excited state; felt like to fly with the actors... sejak kecil, aku suka bahagian2 yang memaparkan aksi luar biasa (bukan luar tabi'i) manusia... unique yet weird...

kalau ada yang tanya aku "mengapakah encik fareez masih boleh tengok wayang sedangkan kerja kolej (atau kerja sekolah) bertimbun?"...jawapan, "silalah baca buku 24 jam tanpa henti, tanpa tengok tv, tanpa buka laptop; baru kamu boleh tanya kembali soalan itu kepada saya"... lalalala....

happy holiday to all...
may you (or we) have fun with the books...

apa kata itu!!

-taylor's is my 3rd home-
seriously speaking, with all the owh-goodie2-and-very-accomodating assignments, i HAVE to search for my sources at taylor's library everyday (almost)... this also applies to many SAM-nites who are getting used to this new catastrophic environment (i'm taking my sweet ol' time)... >lalala<

papepun, tolak kerja2 menarik itu ketepi, mari kita menghayati erti cuti yang boleh membenarkan aku bergolek2 seketika... hurm~ tidak mampu...

~kata2 khayalan~

semua orang akan menghadapi masalah dalam kehidupan; satu kepastian mutlak... tapi, persoalannya, bagaimanakah kita menukarkan masalah itu kepada satu pengalaman manis yang akan menjadi kebanggaan buat sementara waktu atau jangka masa panjang... aku satu produk gagal dalam 'handle' masalah <=== tidak perlu huraian terperinci mahupun ringkas...

masalah boleh menyebabkan kekabutan maksimum, kekalutan minda dan kehuru-haraan jiwa...

anyway, obstacles make us grow and mature... they may be bitter but they do taste sweet later on, somehow without we realise...

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if you try to reach for the sky, try building an airplane <== if you really want to feel it...

>lalalalala<