ramble.

Can I Just smack you hard on the forehead,

and kiss it back passionately?

You are adorably annoying.

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Dah nak masuk week 6.

Dah masuk Musculoskeletal System.

And, cuti mid-sem lagi sebulan, woot2.

UWS & Kumon

sudah satu minggu di UWS untuk tahun kedua.

ho yeah.

mari semangat~!!!

ok, masih mood bercuti.

PBL punya kerja pun tak mula lagi.

this is not good.

nak present lagi dua hari.

dan esok dah bertambah homework; tutorial PPD. *ho yeah*

persevere my dear mind and soul.

*tarik nafas dalam2*

*jangan hyperventilate*

ok, sem ni ada tiga systems.

renal.

musculoskeletal.

neuro.

sekarang tengah menelaah buah pinggang.

nephron yang halus tapi amat penting.

pundi kencing yang perlu dikosong kala sudah terima isyarat *tahan lama2, kesian kat pundi nak tahan*

and others.

hoh, rasa seperti ilmuwan. tapi masuk tutorial aritu, rasa seperti kanak2 blur. haisyh.

gila mengarut.

oh lagi satu.

masuk praktikal anatomi, dah kena sergah ngan doktor.

minta posterior abdo wall, tergasi anterior. haisyh

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teringat masa hantar niece ke kumon.

jam kul 6.00ptg

hantar budak kecik masuk kelas.

time nak hantar mereka, ada student 8 tahun tanya cikgu kumon;

student: cikgu, asar habis kul brape?

cikgu: er? lebih kurang 7.15. nape?

student: saya tak sembahyang lagi. saya nak sembahyang dulu jap eh?

cikgu: *senyum dan angguk2*

student pun blah gi cari surau la kot.

cikgu still muka terkesima sedikit, mungkin first time budak 'hingusan' tanya pasal waktu solat.

aku time darjah 2 pun sembahyang still liat.

dia dah risau takut habis waktu solat.

Ya Allah, dalam kelam moral kini,

masih terpancar sinaran.

terima kasih kerana beri aku peluang untuk menjadi saksi.

dan semoga student tadi terus mendapat bimbingan-Mu.

09/02/2011

Alang2 bapa hendak ke KL, daku pun pergi lah ke KL Sentral nak renew grads card dengan harapan nak naik MAS tahun ni balik Malaysia. Selamat Lokey call semalam, t'trigger la juga nak renew. Sampai around 9 dan bapa akan ambil daku di Jalan Tuanku Rahman around 12. Ok, bosan tak tahu nak buat apa.

Lepas dah renew, pergi la McD. Mengidam big breakfast la pulak. Hash Brown tambah lagi satu. Lepas beli, letak la makanan di atas satu meja dan pergi la nak ambil sos dan gula. On the way ke tempat sos, ada mak cik cleaner McD menghalang perjalanan. Maka sebagai insan berbudi bahasa, aku cakap lah 'tumpang lalu cik' dengan penuh sopan santun. Mak cik cleaner pun memberi laluan, lalu daku ambil sos dan gula. Dah duduk, letak sos kat roti dan sapu guna plastik letak sos tu. Dan2 mak cik cleaner datang lalu berkata, 'ni lupa ambil sudu garfu' sambil tersenyum dan memberi sudu garfu berplastik kepada daku. Aku stunned. Aku senyum balik dan ucapkan terima kasih, tetiba teringat cerita Khurafat part mak cik tua gasi makanan kat Johan. Ok, pemikiran negatif perlu dibuang. Tengok mak cik cleaner td, takde pun stare aku macam mak cik dalam cerita Khurafat. Ok, serius kena fikir benda lain. Sambil tuang gula dalam kopi,teringat ada seorang tu yang letak gula satu tan dalam kopi dia. *cough* Reefqi *cough* bwahaha. Ok, minda, sila cari idea baru.

Apa nak buat? Baru pukul 10.30. Fikir 5 minit. 'Since Jalan Tuanku Rahman turun kat Chow Kit Monorail, singgah Times Squre jap lah'. Yes! idea bijak. Sampai Times Square, blur pulak nak buat apa. Singgah Borders jap. Bosan gak. Maka, kaki pun pergi lah ke Secret Recipe, badan dan anggota lain turut serta, of course. Lepas gian kat Chocolate Indulgence. Kat Australia, Melbourne je aku tahu ada Secret Recipe. Dan2 teringat akan Chan di India yang tak gemar Tiramisu. *acece*

Jam dah pukul 11.40, pastu teringat yang bapa kata tunggu kat sogo bahagian Jalan Tuanku Rahman. *bahaya teringat separuh ayat je*. Kalau gitu, kena naik LRT Ampang line. Interchange kat Hang Tuah. Pastu ke Bandaraya.

Dalam Sogo, alan2 bapa akan terlewat sikit, maka bersiar2 la kejap di bahagian jual beli pakaian. Nampak jeans half price. Hehe. Beli

Nampak shorts dikaun. Hehe. Beli.

Shopping sambil sms Bota yang bakal berangkat ke China untuk meningkatkan ekonomi negara itu. Happy je gaya segala reply.*aku mampu shopping sini je, Bota*

Dan naik lah kereta bersama2 bapa ke rumah datuk dan nenek. Minta restu sebelum berangkat pulang ke bukan tanah air Jumaat ini. Gusar sungguh perasaan. Kat sana dah takde Acap sms 'Jal, jom kuar esok'. =P nak suruh Akbar ganti r. *aku rasa Akbar pernah ajak. cuma tak terpenuh lagi permintaan. tahun ini akan cuba* *cough* Macarthur ke City sejam kot *cough*

gila rambling tak tentu hala.

mana2 guru bahasa, harap ampunkan segala kerojakan dan ketidaktentuan tatabahasa.

Only He knows the best.

movies

Movies that I’ve watched

1) Khurafat

Seronok ‘melihat’ *baca: tutup mata selalu* kebangkitan wayang Malaysia dalam genre seram. Takde lah asyik nak mengharap pada hantu terbang yang terkantoi ada tali ke apa. Cerita ni ada umph *kalau tak, takde lah aku asyik tutup mata :P*. Pantang dengar muzik dah pelik, tangan dah sedia di mata, badan disenget ke tepi dan tunggu jeritan kakak dan abang di sekeliling *panggung wayang penuh kot*.

2) Christmas Carol

I should have watched in 3D when it came out. Love the visual, cinematography, whatever you name it. Quite scary though in some parts: Jacob Marley’s comeback and the Spirit of Christmas Future. Can imagine kiddies who were expecting an innocent movie getting terrified watching these two scenes. Anyway, very classy. Do hope that Harry Potter can be expressed in this kind of visual, full version without any cut of the plot. *drooling in happiness from only thinking about it*

3) Black Swan

I dunno how to really describe this movie. Sick? Deep? It was amazing in a dark way. Natalie Portman really nailed it in this one. Her portrayal of Nina was simply perfect. She deserves the Globe Award. Again, it was totally sick in a superb way. Really gave an insight of what a psychotic person would think and act. But, for a warning, DO NOT WATCH IF YOU ARE EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE. It could make you more depressed. *Like watching Changeling*

4) The King’s Speech

Tears in my eyes. Like Natalie up there, Colin Firth does deserve the Globe Award. It is mediocre to act as a commoner. It’s hard to act the upper-class. It’s like damn difficult to act out a stammer men. Kudos Colin. The movie is inspiring; overcoming your since-childhood problem in a brave way. Understanding the source of a problem rather than attacking it blindfoldedly. It’s always marvellous to have a friend who know what you need rather than what you want.

5) The Social Network

Not la intense as what some said. *Acece, sape la ckp intense* Frankly, I felt sad whenever Eduador tell his part of the story. The betrayal vs trust thingy. On the other hand, for Mark (in the film) to maintain his poker face throughout the rough journey was impressive. I would say, the actors really added wonderful flavours to the movie. I like how all the actor can be perfect in their respective roles and to really indulge into the movie without have to criticise their performances here and there.

Kamal Bookstore

Kata Kamal Bookstore:

“WE ARE OPENED ON ALL THE DAYS EXCEPT HARI RAYA HAJI & HARI RAYA PUASA

BUSINESS HRS:

MON- SAT- 9.00 A.M TO 8.00 P.M

SUNDAY- 9.00 A.M TO 2.00 P.M ”

They are quite fast in replying my email. Within 24 hours. Talking about efficiency. =)

Any inquiry to them, just email kmedical@streamyx.com . Or give ‘em a call 03-40210575.

*Kalau mereka tak reply email, send them one more time. Terlepas pandang tu*

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I’ve been to Kamal several times before.

Dulu nak teman kakak beli, sekarang kena beli untuk diri sendiri. =) Quite an excellent place to buy affordable medical books. Lots and lots of medical books. Don’t be deceived by its outer appearance. Macam kedai runcit biasa je tengok dari luar. Masuk2, pergh, macam library. (exaggerate :P) Selalu pergi naik kereta je. Opposite HKL kat Jalan Pahang. Of course bring my dad along, with my ‘ketidakmahiran’ in parking. :P

Tapi pernah sekali try ngan public. Naik monorail, turun kat Chow Kit. Turun2 station, yakin je jalan. Rupa2nya kat Jalan Ipoh. =.=”. Buka la juga GPS kat phone yang murah dari iPhone. Nak ke sana, turun dari station Chow Kit (baca: turun tangga), belok kiri (jangan terus lintas jalan dan belok kanan, itu ke Jalan Ipoh) ke arah belakang sikit. If you come across a lot of shops on your first 50 steps, tu Jalan Ipoh la namanya, sila patah balik.

Picture extracted from all-lovable Google (Map). Aku tokok tambah sesedap hati.

Minggu lepas gi beli some books there, Patho, Anat, Clinical Exam; and a penlight too (pen yang cahaya, if you dunno what it is. This is one of the things in med that i’m still ‘jakun’ to play with besides stethoscope and tendon hammer =D).

Sekarang, tinggal packing and fly away. Yosh~!

outings

I went to i-City (near Seksyen 7) with my bro-in-law, sis & nieces.

The fees:

-Entry with a car: RM10

-Snow Village/Room/wuteva-they-call-it: RM25 (can use the RM10 entry ticket to get RM10 discount - *updated*only for one person)

-Zoo Thingy; got animal (patung) decorated with lights: RM 2. (still can use the RM10 entry ticket)

*The RM10 entry can only be used in either one.

We went into the Snow Village. Sejuk Giler~ We heard it was -10⁰C (Kalau tak negative, susah la nak maintain kebekuan kan?). It was not just sight-seeing inside. There are three slides that you can play.

1)Mini-sledge. Yang macam Santa Claus guna, tapi kecik nya. Ais licin = less friction = agak laju. :P ada bahagian tak rata, so there was a slight bump. *Baru rasa macam terbang sikit kan?*

2)Slide guna mini tikar. Macam main gelongsor biasa. Dia gasi tikar kecik nak alas punggung *ais basah* Fun jugak r.

3)Doughnut. You sit in the middle of doughnut yang tak berlubang. Then, the abang jaga slide ni akan tarik the doughnut to make it (and you) swirl around masa turun.

*All names are created by the writer sesedap hati sebab tak tau the real names*

And jalan2 kat sekitar. I-City is famous for its pembaziran elektrik untuk menyalakan lampu kat pokok dan haiwan2 ciptaan. Nice place for photography and such.

And dengar cerita nak ada wayang kat situ. *Harap2 the RM10 entry can be used :P*

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Went out with Bota, Qari & Acap at Times Square on Thaipusam Day.

Activities:

-They tortures me with “Apa Kaitan” teka teki. Don’t ask me about, I still don’t get it.

-Wayang cerita Khurafat. Macam biasa, aku tutup mata half of the story. Banyak terkejut. Style macam Shutter *the shocks*. Nice to know that Malaysian cinematic experience is getting better nowadays. *I’m not talking about 2 Alam*

- Beli barang kat Low Yat. *terserempak Chola, dah tinggi panjang. Aku tanya apa tips? Dia jawab, jangan makan sayur =.=”*

- Dinner kat Food Court Low Yat. *ada orang belanja Big Apple, slurp*

- Many laughter.

The only outing aku tak jejak KTM. Pagi naik LRT Taman Jaya since father was OTW to somewhere.

That night balik to LRT Kelana Jaya since my sis faham ketidakefisienan KTM. *like*

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Went out with jejaka J-One & wanita J-Two at OU on the next day.

-Arif (adik Lokey)

-Haikal

-Lokey

-Syafiq

-Intan

-Safura

-Sarah

-Zubaidah @ Jubet

Activities:

- Gelak banyak2 sampai kenyang.

- Lunch kat Carl’s Junior

- Baseball kat Roof

- Dinner kat Baskin Robbin (Lupa nak proper dinner that night, so assume this as dinner) *Jag air buat harta*

My dad hantar sampai OU sebab gi KL in the morning.

Then my mum amek kat KTM Shah Alam. *thanx Lokey hantar sampai KTM Subang*

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On Saturday, had a cosy family outing at Sunway Hotel.

Fasa bersenang lenang bersama-sama keluarga.

Sampai2, nak lunch kat food court. I just knew there is a food court kat Sunway Pyramid. Gi Jusco level LG2. OTW there, terserempak with the J-Oneights. HiHi.

Lepas dah lunch join diorg kat J.Co

- Ma’il

- Rhymie

- Syafiq

- Ecah

- Naddy

- Nadiah J.

Join sekejap dah tergelak. :P

Lepas diorg balik, berehat2 kat bilik, then dinner kat Asian Avenue dengan family.

The next morning, gi mandi-manda kat swimming pool. Pool kat tower sebelah.

*dah lama x berendam*

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A circle has no beginning. Potong somewhere in the middle. Make it a line.

of mind.

Deactivate facebook buat sementara waktu.

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Ramai yang khusyuk kala khatib bergempita.

Tetapi tetap tercari-cari tika agama diasingkan di luar masjid.

*Peringatan buat diri*

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Dalam lewa aku berkata2 gelak ketawa

Dalam terawang2 tidak sedar, penuh gembira,

Ku biarkan bait2 kata keji lepas begitu sahaja,

Tanpa sedar bahana yang bakal menimpa.

Dalam sepi ada hati yang terluka

Dalam diam ada perasaan rasa dihina,

Aku terpaku sesal, sesal tiada guna,

Terfikir solusi yang tidak akan ada makna.

Hati berbicara sedang mulut terkunci

Emosi bercampur, minda bagai terhenti

Kabut untuk merungkai benci yang bersemi

Masa depan sudah kabur tiada cahaya menanti.

Aku biarkan dunia berlari laju

Biarkan diri menggapai yang mana mampu,

Kekuatanku tidak pernah pada pemikiran ku

Teresak-esak bagaimana mahu menggalas dengan padu.

*Seorang insan yang lemah menghayati erti kehidupan penuh cubaan, terutama yang disebabkan oleh diri sendiri. *

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Pak Cik Kedai: Ni dah form berapa?

Aku: *Eh?* Dah kat uni dah *tersenyum*

Kawan bapa: Sekolah form berapa?

Aku: Dah masuk uni, uncle. *tersenyum*

Awet muda la katakan~ :P

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“If I've learned anything, it's that we can never let the chaos and injustice make us so blind with anger we become part of the problem. Understanding, compassion, kindness, and love are the only true evolutionary ideals. When we compromise those, we become what we despise and we lose our humanity.” June Harris in “Bones” (episode: Soccer mom in the mini-van)

*We try to revolutionise the world into our own definition of ideal. But one problem is, we = many. There are lots of ‘ideal’ with one concept of ideal is further defined into many subdefinitions. This is where we truly forget that it is us who are trying to live in this world, not some aliens of perfection. Thus, the true ‘perfection’ is following the concept of human being and that is what the above quotation lies true in my mind. However, this is only one of the concepts of an ideal world. *